hearing his voice

[fakingasmile322]

ok so damien emailed me sunday which made me happy we talked and it went good.....then i went 2 his house 2day 2 help his mom i walk in and shes on the phone and she kinda looked at me so i knew who it was..and she said it was damien so i kinda just stood there....she asked if i wanted 2 talk 2 him i was like ummmm....if he wants 2...so she handed me the phone and im like hello? we couldnt talk all that well because his mom was sitting right there but it felt so normal and felt so good...it felt just like every day....like nothing ever happend....nothing changed we were still together and incomplete love....i miss it so much.....i miss him....i miss holding him and kissing him none of anything matters without him..never could i love someone in my life as much as i love him i would die for him...i really truely would...i need him in my life...i gotta stop thinkin about it b4 he drives me nuts....

but i heard his voice....and i felt safe again....even though my life is shit right now he has the amazing talent of simply talking and making me feel like everything in the world is right...i need him...

Laura