At my most intense I can deeply relate this this. I don't know that I'd call it good, or bad. Especially "...a friend is a lover, a lover is a God, and failure is death." God knnnoooows how much I've had to personally deal with those three things. =)

"The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, ( Read more... )

hit my elbow really hard. had a good slow sunday. bought a new camera that is rocking my eyelids off every time i think about it. i'm finally sick, i guess, but its not so bad. things about myself are becoming a lot more clear to me because of a wonderfully put together book. IF ONLY i could get everyone i meet/know to have the knowledge of this ( Read more... )

"Cocaine will make you lose your soul and your ability to see beauty"

- Robert Chaplin

I was really, really, reaaallly looking forward to my weekend. Dressing up, trying something new, being with the person I love.

But the whole plan was completely dropped not really by my choice. And it really, really hurt me. It hurt my feelings that it seemed like I wasn't even taken into consideration what certain choice outcomes would be ( Read more... )

I just bought a one way ticket to toronto. =) <3

I know there are many other ways to communicate, express or get rid of this little bit of anger In m heart right now. And Livejournal is definintely not the best one... but HEY. I don't care ( Read more... )

Ok Lazy fingers, type these babies out before they are lost in forgotten great weekend past... or something ( Read more... )

I won't mistake you for problems with me
I won't let my moods ruin this you'll seeI won't take everything good and move it away ( Read more... )

Life is good.

thank you thank you thank you. Feeling a little sick, a little confused, a little stressed. Is NOTHING compared to the good in my life.

I am so grateful =)

I had the kind of life like shitty dreams last night that make me not so optimistic and happy and sure today. BUT it was a dream, so pass feeeellllings pass ( Read more... )