hey there girls. i'm a cunt.

[fairytal3ofy0u]

so today was pretty shitty. i went shopping though and bought alot of stuff for minnesota. but when i got home my faggot cunt father was here. i guess he and my mom have been talking about making me and my siblings go out to dinner with him. since my mom knew i would refuse to go she decides that if i don't go then i can't do anything while in minnesota. and since i want to do stuff in minnesota i basically HAD to go. so bella, jacody, emily, and i went out to dinner with him. jaden would have went but he wasn't home. i refused to talk to him at all. i figured it probably make things easier if i didn't talk at all. so he deicides to say "god jenny why do you have to be such a bitch. here i'm nice enough to take you out to dinner and you can't even talk to me?" that really got to me. since he's SO GODDAMN NICE. grrr. so i just ignored him. and later he's like "so you mom told me you go in trouble. damn. why the fuck do you have to be such a screw up? you can't do anything right can you?" that made me pretty mad so i just got up and walked outside and started to walk home. he ran after me and grabbed my arm and said "don't you fucking walk away from me" i was like DONT FUCKING TOUCH ME. so that pissed him off and BAM. back to old times of me getting my ass beat. so then i started to cry from being in pain and being mad. casue i was mad but couldn't do anything about it. and hes like "wow you little pussy. you can't even take a good beating once in awhile to keep you in line." ijfadjaja i hate him.

and now i'm sitting here with a bag of frozen peas on my face to help with the swelling. and basically i went through a night of hell jus to hang out with some cool kids.

but i love you.

ANNNNNND I'M GOING TO MINNESOTA TOMORROW!! eeee. i'm excited.