So I’ve been kinda crazy. Starting about two weeks ago I found myself getting a little moody; snippy, (more) easily upset by little things. I had chalked it up to delightful lady-mood swings, part of the natural and beautiful cycle we go through made a little worse by the terrible sleep I've been getting. Terrible sleeps, TERRIBLE. Sometimes I can’ ( Read more... )

In an effort to not sit around the house like a big saddy mc cryface I'm trying to get out of the house (this part is key) DURING THE WEEK. If any of y'all are doing things during the week in the after-work hours and would like company, let a Robot know! Josie and I have been going out for drinks but there's only so much drinking I can do before I ( Read more... )

But I will post an actual post of postiness because LJ is totally getting the shaft lately and I haven't been helping ( Read more... )

In list format ( Read more... )

I feel bummed today. I had drinks with ex and present coworkers after work and I wish I had gone to see Heidi sing instead. Work does not satisfy. I'm sick of my state. I have too much clutter. I'm not good at painting my toenails. I bit my tongue. I have a split cuticle ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while, and nothing of substance in quite a while. I will break things into the handy format know as "list".

Job:
It continues to fail. We're hoping for investors. It looked like we were going to sell our equipment but we didn't. Our head printer is leaving. I'm sad. Binh is really funny and upbeat and he's worked there for a ( Read more... )

This year was a bit of an experiment.
Q: What will happen if I don't throw a big crazy party?
A: I'll have a perfectly nice birthday, but I think I miss the big party. Hopefully Port Costa will be ready for us soon. A spring or summer weekend trip might be in order.
( In which I complain a bit because I am emo... )

I just had/am having a mini-breakdown about how shitty and stressful my work/money life is right now.
Blah.
At least my regular life is good. Too bad nothing works without the money part.

After a fairly nice weekend I have a sudden case of 'the sad ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about posting this for a while but some misplaced sense of pride or embarrassment keeps stopping me.

I started taking anti-depressants a little bit ago.
This has been a long long process for me due to: ennui, inertia, and possibly hubris, but once I finally called the psych people at Kaiser it was fairly painless. There was a ( Read more... )