"...wanting to fly, but scared to try..."
Eh, so many people have been posting lately and I just thought I'd update for the sake of updating.
Guess who is actually eating again!! Two days back-to-back with two full meals. I think I'm finally feeling like myself again...and it's about damn time, too. hehe
Monday was wonderful...Autolykus drove up and we spent the night hanging out. We're both going through some rough patches and it was nice to sympathize and just catch up. We watched "Jekyll & Hyde," which was wonderful. It's not my favorite show, but I do like it. Beautiful music. Fits in wonderfully with my melodrama musicals.
Sadly, we can't go to Cedar Point tomorrow, which we're both taking pretty hard. Instead, he's coming up again to hang out after I get off of rehearsal. I think we're going to try to see the mentalist. I've heard great things about it and he sounds better than just sitting around. And then Tech Saturday. I love Tech Saturday's...they're so much fun. Among being able to hang out with my theatre kids all day, I get that wonderful feeling of seniority. It should be fun. There's not too much to build, so I'm figuring it's going to be a lot of sitting around and shooting the breeze. (I'll bring my camera!)
Tonight is my first night of rehearsal since Sunday. I kind of miss not being there more often, but it's nice to have time to relax and get work done.
...I'm not entirely over the whole "you little bastard" situation yet, but I'm getting there. We still need to talk about ordering our "Wicked" tickets. I'm praying that he'll be willing to put his feelings aside for a night of great theatre. Despite the fact that he treated me like shit, I'd still like to go with him. I think that we'd have fun together. We're still not really talking, but it's progress. That's the blessing (and also the curse) of seeing him at rehearsals for the musical and Collegians. The fact that we dance together in Collegians helps a bit because we have to interact.
I'm not upset about it anymore. It's still a little difficult to see him sometimes, but now I have no problem talking about it. It's just another thing that will blow over...with lots of impatient patience. hehe
This week, my semester has picked back up again. Teaching isn't bad and I'm getting to see Jessie more often, which is wonderful. One of the things I really miss is how much we used to talk. It's not that we don't want to, just that we're both so busy. I've always considered her one of my very best friends on campus. She's been there for me through every little thing...from classes to stress to theatre to men to immature freshman boys. (lol) I'm hoping that sometime soon we'll be able to sit down and have a girls night together. A good classic movie and some sweets. hehe again
Speaking of sweets, Jessica R and I are still planning our cake day. I'm excited. Somehow in the midst of everything, we're becoming slightly closer friends. Granted, I will never confide in her like I do my close friends, but I enjoy sitting around with her and just having some dish-out time. It's fun. And I adore the twins, too!
Well, I'm going to stop this random ranting and try to actually get something accomplished before rehearsal. As soon as it's done, I know what I want to do, but I won't keep going until my homework is done.
Ciao!
~ Elocin
Guess who is actually eating again!! Two days back-to-back with two full meals. I think I'm finally feeling like myself again...and it's about damn time, too. hehe
Monday was wonderful...Autolykus drove up and we spent the night hanging out. We're both going through some rough patches and it was nice to sympathize and just catch up. We watched "Jekyll & Hyde," which was wonderful. It's not my favorite show, but I do like it. Beautiful music. Fits in wonderfully with my melodrama musicals.
Sadly, we can't go to Cedar Point tomorrow, which we're both taking pretty hard. Instead, he's coming up again to hang out after I get off of rehearsal. I think we're going to try to see the mentalist. I've heard great things about it and he sounds better than just sitting around. And then Tech Saturday. I love Tech Saturday's...they're so much fun. Among being able to hang out with my theatre kids all day, I get that wonderful feeling of seniority. It should be fun. There's not too much to build, so I'm figuring it's going to be a lot of sitting around and shooting the breeze. (I'll bring my camera!)
Tonight is my first night of rehearsal since Sunday. I kind of miss not being there more often, but it's nice to have time to relax and get work done.
...I'm not entirely over the whole "you little bastard" situation yet, but I'm getting there. We still need to talk about ordering our "Wicked" tickets. I'm praying that he'll be willing to put his feelings aside for a night of great theatre. Despite the fact that he treated me like shit, I'd still like to go with him. I think that we'd have fun together. We're still not really talking, but it's progress. That's the blessing (and also the curse) of seeing him at rehearsals for the musical and Collegians. The fact that we dance together in Collegians helps a bit because we have to interact.
I'm not upset about it anymore. It's still a little difficult to see him sometimes, but now I have no problem talking about it. It's just another thing that will blow over...with lots of impatient patience. hehe
This week, my semester has picked back up again. Teaching isn't bad and I'm getting to see Jessie more often, which is wonderful. One of the things I really miss is how much we used to talk. It's not that we don't want to, just that we're both so busy. I've always considered her one of my very best friends on campus. She's been there for me through every little thing...from classes to stress to theatre to men to immature freshman boys. (lol) I'm hoping that sometime soon we'll be able to sit down and have a girls night together. A good classic movie and some sweets. hehe again
Speaking of sweets, Jessica R and I are still planning our cake day. I'm excited. Somehow in the midst of everything, we're becoming slightly closer friends. Granted, I will never confide in her like I do my close friends, but I enjoy sitting around with her and just having some dish-out time. It's fun. And I adore the twins, too!
Well, I'm going to stop this random ranting and try to actually get something accomplished before rehearsal. As soon as it's done, I know what I want to do, but I won't keep going until my homework is done.
Ciao!
~ Elocin