"As times goes on..."
So, I have spent the last three days in tears. Why? I honestly don't know. A variety of things. Stress, mainly. I cried Monday night to Jessica right after dinner, I cried yesterday before choir to my mom and left choir to cry again, and then I cried after my EDU class this morning in the bathroom and to one of my professors. Blech. It feels so good to get everything out, but wow.
I guess the bottom line is that I'm not ready for student teaching. We're leaving in an hour to meet our teachers and I'm trying my best to hold myself presentable. I refuse to cry in front of this lady. The nice thing is that it's kindergarten...so I can get away with singing and playing with these kids. That I can do. (And with some prayer, my placement will be in either kindergarten or first grade.) It's just all of the planning and everything...it's driving me crazy. And I shouldn't be panicking about my homework because I don't have really anything to do for Dr. G (as of now). My seminar is a bitch and I hate it...that's another talk with Groetzinger waiting to happen.
But, I do have some good news for today.
I have a scene partner for ACTF. :D
I guess the bottom line is that I'm not ready for student teaching. We're leaving in an hour to meet our teachers and I'm trying my best to hold myself presentable. I refuse to cry in front of this lady. The nice thing is that it's kindergarten...so I can get away with singing and playing with these kids. That I can do. (And with some prayer, my placement will be in either kindergarten or first grade.) It's just all of the planning and everything...it's driving me crazy. And I shouldn't be panicking about my homework because I don't have really anything to do for Dr. G (as of now). My seminar is a bitch and I hate it...that's another talk with Groetzinger waiting to happen.
But, I do have some good news for today.
I have a scene partner for ACTF. :D