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[faeella]

so...i just...i don't understand myself. i don't understand myself and why i always allow things to become bad. i know it's going to end badly, i know it's going to end. because i, YES I, constantly fuck myself over. and i don't understand why. maybe i'm just having these feelings because i'm pmsing...i'm not sure. but i just don't get it. i

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[ugafan07]

hey if u ever need somebody to "communicate" to about how you feel, just hit me up. i'm a good listener!

[faeella]

it's not really about that...i just...i can't ever tell my boyfriends, or well i guess you can't even call him that, but i can't ever tell them how i feel. especially not this one. he intimidates the hell out of me. actually i think he likes intimidating the hell out of me. we aren't really hanging out anymore...which is fine by me. i just don't know what's going to happen. i hate that i get myself into these kind of situations all the time though. i don't understand why. thank you for caring though. i love you.

[sinforone]

its my fault

[faeella]

it takes two people to fuck up a relationship. we just never really talked about things...that comment that i made to my cousin sounds really harsh when i read back on it...i just...i guess i should have talked to you about it.