Expectation
Why do I always have to fulfill other people's expectation?
If I have been tired to work and prefer continuing my study, then why?
If I don't want to continue studying Library Science, then why?
If I want to go away from this city, then why?
If I want to quit this job, then why?
If I do everything I want, then why?
This is my life, for God's sake!!
I have repressed all my selfish feeling too long. I have succumbed, I put forward other people's needs. Other people's expectation. And I'm so exhausted.
I don't care anymore. I am not defined by all those expectations. I can choose whatever I want as long as I'm responsible with those choices.
(And I will never throw away my realistic consideration, of course.)
If I have been tired to work and prefer continuing my study, then why?
If I don't want to continue studying Library Science, then why?
If I want to go away from this city, then why?
If I want to quit this job, then why?
If I do everything I want, then why?
This is my life, for God's sake!!
I have repressed all my selfish feeling too long. I have succumbed, I put forward other people's needs. Other people's expectation. And I'm so exhausted.
I don't care anymore. I am not defined by all those expectations. I can choose whatever I want as long as I'm responsible with those choices.
(And I will never throw away my realistic consideration, of course.)