out of the blue

[fading_moonlite]

I find a name, so known to me that I could never have slightly forgotten it. Its the name of Travis' father. I am going to swallow my fear and call him tomorrow. Im excited to hear him and talk to him and see how Travis and Jessi and Ryan are doing. I dont really have much to say right now. My mind is a boggle, and Im dealing with Chris. I miss Tony so much right now. Its like, i struggle with my own short comings every day. Who doesn't. But something in me clicked and i decided that getting drunk every day is no fix for a problem. It numbs things for awhile but the problems and pain are still there afterwards 7 times worse. And Im trying to explain to Chris that he needs to mature and grow up because he has an impressionable son following his lead. Lets hope this works.

Your moment of Zen:
I got moonshine from Georgia.