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I have been neglecting Live Journal but I suppose now I just have a lot of things to get off my chest. First of all;
:::FRIENDSHIP:::
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with. No where there does it say, a person who speaks about another behind their back. Or one who argues over rediculous situations. Maybe it's just me, but I've been raised to forgive and forget. And I know like everyone else in the world, I have my faults. And one of them is that I tend to hold grudges against people for things they have done to me in the past. I have gotten better with it, but I'm still working on it. But just HOW much forgiving can be done? We've had fall outs in our friendship, and we have gotten over it. But this is just rediculous. Over a guy, that you met a week ago, goes a friendship that has lasted for 7 and a 1/2 years. This is not to say I don't care about you, this is to say that this time there is a fault, you did me wrong. If someone were to sit infront of me and talk about you in a negative way I would NOT join in on the conversation, but instead ask whoever was talking to not do it infront of me. I'm sorry you couldn't do the same. We're in Highschool, I can't deal with such drama anymore. I have other things to worry about, and I didn't think that less than 6 months later we'd be having this conversation yet again. I won't say anything, I won't try and get revenge I've grown up a bit. But I'm just done with all this drama. So. With all that said. Ryan, I'm sorry that we don't seem to see eye to eye anymore like we used to. And I'm also sorry that a good friendship is lost. However, I'm not sorry that I got angry when I found out you were talking about me because I thought our friendship was more meaningful than that. I wasn't going to just decide to throw away our friendship because we faught, but now it seems as if you no longer care. So what can I do? Nothing. There's no more to be said, or done. I have tried my best to always be there for you, and regardless of what has happened I will continue to do so. Because unlike you, I saw the meaning behind the friendship.
Outskiiii