Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be SO hard..
I've realized that most people only update when either something really good happens, or something really bad happens and they need to vent. Whatever. Myspace has become the new Livejournal. I'm feeling the need to vent, and I will..cause I can. So last night Danielle came over after work, Ash was supposed to come too but she couldnt..I'll probably go get her later or something. Yeah. So..Brian came over last night, for all of like 20minutes. I don't know whats going on with us and it really sucks. I like him a lot, he makes me smile. And I love that. If he doesn't feel the same I wish he'd just tell me, instead of ignoring me..I could be wrong but that's what it feels like he's doing. In this case, I hope I'm wrong. I feel really shitty not knowing what he's thinking..it may sound retarted but whatever. I can't think about it anymore. If he cares, we'll talk, if he doesn't then I suppose we won't. I guess thats where I leave that for now.
brian.
brian.