but i will . . .

[eyeofthebholder]

I will no longer listen to popularity,
but I will invest in real friendships.

I will no longer succumb to laziness,
but I will prioritize rest.

I will no longer compare myself, pridefully or self-depreciatively, to others,
but I will hold my motives and actions accountable to You.

I will no longer judge others,
but I will encourage them in hope and perseverance while seeking beauty and acceptance.

I will no longer just check things off my list,
but I will be fully present in each day.

I will no longer ignore my emotions for the sake of numb comfort or lack of energy,
but I will embrace my aliveness.

I will no longer try to do it by myself,
but I will offer up to You what I am and wait in Your grace.