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well this week has beeen an emtoional trainwreck
I hope everyone else has been better than i have
When ever is the next time you want to do something stupid.......seriously think it through because you never know when karma will come back and kick you in the ass. I know this from very recent exerience. Most people who doubted the long distance relationshipin was ecently in you were right. We had a great weekend when he came to spend it with me. Then he went to Lake Havasu...and i became a melodramatic person that was overreacting. We weren't that in touch cauz he had no more minutes. Then this weds. i called him we started talking and then he started saying how he was afraid of cheating on me and in my mind a bunch of bullshit excuses. However i did try my hardest tonot le him make a stupid decision. BUt he said i couldn't stop him, we're supposedly going to stay friends so we'll see. And up until yesterday i was a walking zombie. But i have a very low tolerance for feeling sorry for myself. So i got my ass out of bed and pajamas and went to sami's house.
The other weekend sara and sami came to my house......well my and sami began taking shots....i beat her with shots and to the toliet. Alcohol can do wonders on helping to revive lost sibling relatioships. I told my sister EVERYTHING i had hid from her for about two years. WE're totally cool again.SO much crying that night it's not even funny.
One good thing came out of the relationship i had i was able to tell my mom that i've had sex. it was nice to finally get that off my chest... and surprisingly he was cool with it.
if anyone has any good ideas on how to get over a breakup i would definetly appricate it. I'll take any advice.
Have a great summer (well whats left of it)
Love all mwah
xoxoxoxoxo