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you said you'd always be there
said you heart was mine
but you gave it to her
after i gave you my heart
i can't get it back
you promised me and continued to let me get my hopes up
don't make another empty promise
it's vital that we stop playing this game
but we play it so well
we just need to get to the point
accept what we've been denying each other for so long
give it up
everyone knows it's pointless to hide
i can't play this anymore
you can't either
it's just going to end up hurting innocent people
that are just getting in the way of our selfishness
thats it you blinded me from the truth
the game has got to end
i refuse to be apart of it now
the game is over
i accept my defeat
but it still doesn't change what i want.
all the memories remain
along with my empty promises
the fake smile
fake laugh
the insincere i love you
realized what i truely need to do but i don't want to. and i know i won't until i'm ready.....and i'm not!!
i'm afraid i'll lose someone who means so much to me....and that has been thru so much with me.
what to do??? its hard to admit that i was/ am wrong!!
why is it that when i update i'm usually upset or semi depressed!!
really i'm not like this 24/7!!!
one of my bff is leaving in like an hour to go to mexico
and the other one i never talk to lately and when i do i swear i'm like pushed off the phone
oh well i will be seeing her later today ....she a lways puts me in a better mood.
bye bye
mwah
love you!!!