You give all your love, nothing left to show...
2 weeks ago i had one of the most emotional weeks ive had in a looooonnnnnnnnnnnggggggg while. family bullshit arised again...i saw my brothers gf way too many days in a row and i had bluntly told my brother i didnt want him to bring her to my great aunts place and he called my great aunt and asked her if she would have a problem with it...shes 83...whats she going to say? so i was PISSED...then i saw her practically every day after that. argued with my father about it...my brother closed the door in my face saying if i didnt want to see her i didnt have to go to my great aunts place...even though im the one that organized all my cousins going over there..just ugh...and then my mom and i argued about it. on sunday my dad basically told me i was a terrible person...should be ashamed calling myself a christian and stuff. this sent me to tears for a good 40 minutes straight. my mom overheard our fight and told him off for it and she apologized to me for the way things had gone over the week. since then ive found peace and have been really close with my mom again. and i didnt see my brothers gf at all this week except for a little bit last night but it was ok.
apart from that i worked 4 full days last week. got a call tonight for one of the teachers tomorrow =D am booked a half day on wednesday and starting next monday im booked completely till the christmas holidays. im soooooo excited!! I LOOOOOOOVE my job!!!
theres a new bouncer at one of the bars i go to. fuuuuuuckin sexy....weve spoken a couple times and the last time he made some comments ive been replaying in my head haha...sometimes i wish i could just have sex without emotions but its just not in me to do. i should be seeing him tomorrow soooo i guess we'll see what happens. taking it slow though. not forcing or even putting anything into it. he will have to make it clear to me he wants something cause im not up for a random thing.
apart from that i worked 4 full days last week. got a call tonight for one of the teachers tomorrow =D am booked a half day on wednesday and starting next monday im booked completely till the christmas holidays. im soooooo excited!! I LOOOOOOOVE my job!!!
theres a new bouncer at one of the bars i go to. fuuuuuuckin sexy....weve spoken a couple times and the last time he made some comments ive been replaying in my head haha...sometimes i wish i could just have sex without emotions but its just not in me to do. i should be seeing him tomorrow soooo i guess we'll see what happens. taking it slow though. not forcing or even putting anything into it. he will have to make it clear to me he wants something cause im not up for a random thing.
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