GACKT BLOG 6/28/2010: Not Translation

[excused_early]

It's funny how only a few lines written by someone I've never met in RL can stab my heart so suddenly and deeply.
When did I relinquish so much power over to him?
Is that even healthy?
I try not to think about the obvious truth about the consequences of his lifestyle, fooling myself that he's superhuman, nothing can touch him.

And then, right from the

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[shiroki_yousei]

While it is amazing that he can always give his all in what he does, to the point of driving himself to exhaustion, at the same time it's heartbreaking to see and know how much he's punishing his own body for the sake of his craft, for the sake of finding his raison d'etre

[mun_chairudo]

I hope the both of you will be able to find sleep sometime soon :/

[excused_early]

So true...
To me, that's the biggest reason why I'm so drawn to him, and yet it's also the thing that scares me the most. I'm sure you know what I mean...

To me, he almost looks like a runaway train that just can't stop itself even though it knows it's going to breakdown at the pace it's going, but this runaway train also 'doesn't want to' stop because it knows it's carrying so many people, us, who can't find our way through the darkness without him. I know it sounds too theatrical and melodramatic, but I do think he feels a strong sense of mission and responsibility. And he'll never stop feeling this as long as he's alive, because he's just 'special' in that way. A chosen one.

Thanks, shiroki~~~ ;_;
I think I'll just go to bed tonight after all. I should feel more chipper tomorrow after a good night's sleep.

*joins you in the corner of your room*

[shiroki_yousei]

Exactly

[excused_early]

You know, you're on exactly the same page as I am when it comes to G (and many more things ^^).
It's like...I don't need to explain my thoughts to you because you have them, too. <3<3<3

EDIT: OMG, I just realized I called you "Rinn"! I'M SORRY!!! XD
Well, the reason is this. You and Rinn seem to be thinking the same things as me all the time when it comes to G! ^^;
You guys are like mirrors of my mind. I know this is a sad excuse, but...it's the truth~~~!!
Sorry~~~... XP

[shiroki_yousei]

Awww, don't worry about it Valval, and I actually understand your reason quite well, I also feel that way with both you and Xia. And I don't really mind being called with the name of someone who always has such intelligent, mind opening, and wonderful comments. ^^

[mun_chairudo]

GACKT&Xia are stalking loving both of you. :)