It's funny how only a few lines written by someone I've never met in RL can stab my heart so suddenly and deeply.
When did I relinquish so much power over to him?
Is that even healthy?
I try not to think about the obvious truth about the consequences of his lifestyle, fooling myself that he's superhuman, nothing can touch him.
And then, right from the horse's mouth, the truth suddenly comes out, and almost drowns me.
Are you trying to prepare your fans for the inevitable that will happen one of these days? Are you thinking it won't be too far in the future?
Or are you trying to show us how you're truly living at your full capacity, every single day of your life, so you can inspire us to live more fully ourselves, too?
But you must also know that it's cruel, don't you?
Dear friends, I'm sorry for not commenting back and for neglecting your journals (although I've been reading them).
I've been going to bed very late (4AM-ish) lately, and not getting enough sleep.
I'll try to post something on
g_says tonight if I can, although I'm suddenly feeling quite sad because of the Do-S man.