my heart is guarded by castle-type walls and a moat filled with starving alligators.
half of my heart's got a grip on the stituation
half of my heart takes time
half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you that i can't keep loving you
oh, with half of my heart
i am so guarded it's ridiculous. he was the sweetest guy i've ever dated, but he turned out to be a liar & broke my heart. he wasn't even in my life for very long, but boy did he cause a lot of damage. i feel like it's going to take a lot for me to trust someone else again. sucks for the next guy, bc he doesn't even realize how hard he's going to have to work to get my entire heart. but if it's worth it, the next one will be able to push down my walls.
you know, i had so much more to say. i'm awake enough to think, but too tired to type. point of this entry is that at the moment, i'm not much of a believer in love.