i am going to learn to trust my instincts more often. because it happened just the way i described ( Read more... )

i feel like utter shit. lost my password and the spelling to the other journal or i would post there to myself ( Read more... )

So i am such a bad guy ( Read more... )

man ( Read more... )

haha... is it funny? is it?

it's hilarious right? ohhh hahahahahaha........

well, hey, i aint the one who's alone, jealous, neurotic, depressed, and still obssessive.

so laugh it up.

ya, fuckin two-faced bastards.

"oh jee.... maybe he DOESN'T care about sex...."

wierd huh?

fuck off and fucking die a horrible death.

Don't be aroused ( Read more... )

i think i may have found everything i have ever wanted...

ever.

last night i spoke too soon....

i have a visitor :)

excitement!!

i want to live without worry.... i want to cuddle with someone... i want to be able to enjoy this time of year without tears... without mental problems...i want to be able to personally tell someone i love them and have it be said back to me with the person staring at me in the eye. i want a family that cares...i want to be able to visit my little ( Read more... )

Earlier today i went to write the last of the last of the last time i will ever mention this subject until it pops back up in the future or gets burned out from lack of use... Problem is... everything i wrote i ended up erasing ( Read more... )