pulls her hair back as she screams
*sigh* livejournal. you will always be there, to listen, to understand. you will always be my friend right? wow, it would be sad if one day live journal decided to pick up and leave. if it got tired of me. heh.
i am in an odd mood right now. i am not really sure how to describe it. things are overall going really well. lucas and i talked about things and now we are on great terms. we decided to just be friends and we have a lot of fun when we are around each other now. there isnt really any tension and things are good. he even stuck up for me at work tonight when someone said i was psycho. he was like, "if there is one thing that danny is not, it is psycho. she is amazingly well-balanced for a girl." i thought it was nice, considering the rest of the night he was making fun of me for ANYTHING he could find to do so. but thats ok because it was fun and i was making fun of him too.
his personality is like ten times better as a friend than as anything more. i have way more fun talking to him now than i ever did when we were whatever. so things are really good in that department.
but he did make one comment tonight that got me thinking. he said something about how i never do anything, i am always online. and then i got home (got online) and his away message (cause he is always online too) said "get off the internet and make some real friends. dork" and i was like, yeah, real friends.... i dont have many of those. we were also talking at work about how if i threw a party when i got my new apartment, no one would come, but if he threw a party at my new apartment and said it was his party then lots of people would come.
i wish i had more friends. then maybe i would do something other than work and would have something to talk about other than people from work (or lucas). but i have met a lot of people that live in this fun little city and there are a lot of really stupid people here. just dumb. and i dont like hanging out with dumb people. i also dont like smoking pot which eliminates another large group of norman companionship.
oh well, i am sure that making friends isnt my biggest problem. there have to lots of other things wrong with me to constitute not HAVING friends. i think a lot of it has to do with pettiness. i have known a lot of petty people in my day that have used that quality to severe ties. i generally like the person that i am now. and i am sure there are lots of other people out there that will like me too... one day.
until then i will spend my LIFE at pizza shuttle because when you dont hang out with anyone, work looks pretty promising.
i cant wait until katie goes home. only four more days.
i am in an odd mood right now. i am not really sure how to describe it. things are overall going really well. lucas and i talked about things and now we are on great terms. we decided to just be friends and we have a lot of fun when we are around each other now. there isnt really any tension and things are good. he even stuck up for me at work tonight when someone said i was psycho. he was like, "if there is one thing that danny is not, it is psycho. she is amazingly well-balanced for a girl." i thought it was nice, considering the rest of the night he was making fun of me for ANYTHING he could find to do so. but thats ok because it was fun and i was making fun of him too.
his personality is like ten times better as a friend than as anything more. i have way more fun talking to him now than i ever did when we were whatever. so things are really good in that department.
but he did make one comment tonight that got me thinking. he said something about how i never do anything, i am always online. and then i got home (got online) and his away message (cause he is always online too) said "get off the internet and make some real friends. dork" and i was like, yeah, real friends.... i dont have many of those. we were also talking at work about how if i threw a party when i got my new apartment, no one would come, but if he threw a party at my new apartment and said it was his party then lots of people would come.
i wish i had more friends. then maybe i would do something other than work and would have something to talk about other than people from work (or lucas). but i have met a lot of people that live in this fun little city and there are a lot of really stupid people here. just dumb. and i dont like hanging out with dumb people. i also dont like smoking pot which eliminates another large group of norman companionship.
oh well, i am sure that making friends isnt my biggest problem. there have to lots of other things wrong with me to constitute not HAVING friends. i think a lot of it has to do with pettiness. i have known a lot of petty people in my day that have used that quality to severe ties. i generally like the person that i am now. and i am sure there are lots of other people out there that will like me too... one day.
until then i will spend my LIFE at pizza shuttle because when you dont hang out with anyone, work looks pretty promising.
i cant wait until katie goes home. only four more days.