A girls intuition always seems to be right
Well my boyfriend of 5 months, took me to starbucks tonight and broke up with me. His excuse was that he is still very young and needs to soil his wild oats while he still can. He wants to be wild and have fun and not have to worry about hurting me in the process. I'm pretty upset at him right now. He told me that he still really cares a lot about me and wants to be my friend but at the moment and for a while i'm going to be mad at him. I know everything will work out all right for me and in a way i'm glad things ended now, i hate saying that but it's true. He has become quite conceited and vain when it comes to him looking good. He can't seem to appreciate the great things that he's had with me. So with him being like that, i don't want to be with him anyway. He couldn't even have the decency to give me a hug when he dropped me off tonight, what an ass. The only good thing that will come of this is that i've become very close with his sister and i plan on continuing being close with her. She's been like a sister to me and i'm not giving that up just because he broke up with me. Yea i'll end up seeing him again but eventually i'll be able to deal with that. I really hope the next girl he dates treats him like shit so that'll he'll realize how good he had it to me. Now i'm taking my brother to the KISS concert that i had planned to take him to for his birthday. I wish i wasn't so giving with people cause it always ends up in me getting hurt. Well hey, i'm going to take back some of his christmas gifts i bought, so i'll get me back some money that i need. Now i must try and go to bed somehow without crying myself to sleep too much.