Well i was just reading some posts i've made and came across one talking about what i wanted for christmas last year. All i wanted was a date with a cute guy. Well it's been almost a year and i have still yet to have that cute date, or let alone a nice guy flirting with me. I guess it'll happen when i least expect it. In other news i've been ( Read more... )

I am trying to get to sleep but an old boyfriend keeps creeping up into my head. Out of all the guys i ever dated, this particular one has always stuck in my mind. I know the reason why i'm thinking of him, it's because i came across old pictures of me and him, ones from prom and what not. Sometimes i wish i could erase him from my memory like ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in this in a while but there are a few people that still read it so i figure why not and it's a good way for them to see what i've been up to. I worked today and let me tell you it was madness today. A lot of my co-workers don't like crazy days but for me the time flys by and it's not so bad. I was exhausted cause i've been ( Read more... )

Well the guy i mentioned I liked, i'm pretty sure he has no interest in me whatsoever. I'm a bit bummed but i guess it doesn't surprise me. I'm nothing special. I will always be one of the guys. Guess it doesn't help that i'm chubby. I've never been hit on since moving up here, i guess that should've been my first clue. Whatever, at least i ( Read more... )

Well things are still going well. I have to go study but just wanted to update real quick. I went to the gym yesterday and weighed myself and i have lost 5 pounds in 2 weeks. I'm so damn proud of myself. I'm hoping to loose another 15 pounds by June 1st. It feels good to work out. That's my news of the evening. Off to go study.

Well it's 5 am and i can't believe i'm still awake. I guess i shouldn't of fallen asleep for 4 hours! I had a very good evening. I hung out with chris tonight and we watched Garden state and talked, which is always nice. Very fun and i look forward to doing more with him. He is so hot. Anyway, I think i'm starting to loose weight, which i'm ( Read more... )

Just woke up and it was great rolling out of bed after noon. No work today which is nice. There's so much i want to get done today, we'll see how far i get on my "To Do List". I really wish i had something to sew, i haven't made anything in a few months, not since i finished sewing my curtains. I need a new sewing project. I will probably ( Read more... )

Well i got to talk to marcela tonight. She got back from being in mexico for two weeks today. I missed that girl so much. She has convinced me as well as her mom to go to mexico next spring break. They want to go to chiapas, which is an area of mexico that has aborigonal natives still occupying the land and it has a lot of history. So i am ( Read more... )

Well i'm headed by to san marcos tomorrow. I'll be glad to get home and work for a few days and then come back to celebrate christmas. I'm very excited about it. I finished up my christmas shopping today. I didn't spend too much money, which is good. I'm glad i can give stuff to everyone. I'm all about the giving at this time of year, i wish ( Read more... )

Well i take my last final tomorrow morning and i don't have to take it but i'm trying to see if i can get a better grade. Uh yea for christmas, i want a date with a guy. A great, good looking man that will treat me nicely and have intellect. I haven't had a date in over a year or something like that. I know i'm only 21 and i have many years ( Read more... )