A Lover's Letter
I gave up so much for you,
And for you there's nothng I wouldn't do.
Moving on comes easy for you,
I guess that means she's better too.
My tears of predictability drop, stainng my pillow.
Holding it tight as if it too would go.
I keep asking myself why he left me,
Was it because I was too free?
I'm so empty with nothing to fill the holes in my heart.
I hate so much that we are a part.
I'm drowning in the love that was once shared.
Without your hand to help me, I drown and wonder if you ever cared.
I'm broken, not sure if anyone can fix me.
I wish every one would just let me be.
I run from love because it drives people insane.
You can say what you want, I'll take the blame.
My heart is colder than ice,
I lost my love with one role of the dice.
I gave things up to work it all out,
But in his mind there was no doubt.
"I'm gonna make you miss me" or so he said.
And yet, his tears are the ones starting to shed.
~*I was reading it and I got to thinking about it. Man, love sucks.
Finding out some things about one of my boys. Actually two lol. Oh a well, there's always more. At least I'll still be friends with them. I'm just kinda surprised at Chaz though. Hmmm... Yea, so I may be goin out tonight, about to make a phone call. Make sure my sister is willing to take me there. Just wanted to hang out with a someone I've haven't really gotten to spend time with. If I do get to go, at least I know I'll have a good time.
-xoxox
Carebear
((you know how I do!))
And for you there's nothng I wouldn't do.
Moving on comes easy for you,
I guess that means she's better too.
My tears of predictability drop, stainng my pillow.
Holding it tight as if it too would go.
I keep asking myself why he left me,
Was it because I was too free?
I'm so empty with nothing to fill the holes in my heart.
I hate so much that we are a part.
I'm drowning in the love that was once shared.
Without your hand to help me, I drown and wonder if you ever cared.
I'm broken, not sure if anyone can fix me.
I wish every one would just let me be.
I run from love because it drives people insane.
You can say what you want, I'll take the blame.
My heart is colder than ice,
I lost my love with one role of the dice.
I gave things up to work it all out,
But in his mind there was no doubt.
"I'm gonna make you miss me" or so he said.
And yet, his tears are the ones starting to shed.
~*I was reading it and I got to thinking about it. Man, love sucks.
Finding out some things about one of my boys. Actually two lol. Oh a well, there's always more. At least I'll still be friends with them. I'm just kinda surprised at Chaz though. Hmmm... Yea, so I may be goin out tonight, about to make a phone call. Make sure my sister is willing to take me there. Just wanted to hang out with a someone I've haven't really gotten to spend time with. If I do get to go, at least I know I'll have a good time.
-xoxox
Carebear
((you know how I do!))