Getting what I deserve?

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So, if you cheated on someone.  Like i did...
Does that mean that the person you did it to has the right to do it to you?
Does that mean you'd deserve it?

I'm not saying he cheated on me.  I wouldn't be surprised if he did actually.  I'd be getting what I deserved, right?

But, how do you bring up that you know he had feelings for someone else?
That you know they talked about being together?
That you know she was sitting here waiting for him to come home, just like I was?

Is it possible to tell him these things?

I asked and he said that there was nothing what so ever.
But, I know otherwise that something had happened.
How do I say it?

I thought he wasn't the kind of person do it?  Then again, an experience like the one I put him through is enough to really find things out about yourself.

I've spent so much money on him.
I've spent so much time on him.
I've given up so much just to hold on.
Because I think I'm the one for him.  I'm what he's wanted.  I think.

Maybe I'm overreacting.  But, I have the proof.

I'll go back to being naive little me.  And act like it really didn't happen. 
Because, he's never goin to tell me.