Made to suffer?
Haven't been able to sleep well. Dreams. They ruin your life.
Lol, Steven knows exactly what I'm talking about.
I drove him mad with dreams.
Funny how it happens to me. It really blows.
AIM can tell you a lot of things, when no one's looking. I feel bad for snooping, but I wasn't looking for anything from him. Just things about Jennifer.
Heh, people are happier without me.
So, I asked if he wanted me on the same phone plan as him. I want to start doing more couply things with him. Maybe get the ball rolling on a possible future?
I brought it up. I actually hope he goes for it. I don't mind changing my number. Paying more money. I'll do anything.
Just to start my life with him.
Also, I'm going to help pay rent. I want to. Maybe it will help us.
He was amazing this weekend. He held me so tightly. And even made me late for work because he wouldn't let go.
I think it's because he was feeling like shit, since he was getting sick. But, I indulged myself. And it felt good.
My forehead breaks out when we sleep together, because his facial hair rubs it. It's funny, because I look forward to it all the time. Maybe that makes me crazy.
Or just completely in love.
And I am.
"I would drop everything, just to completely start my life with you right now."
Lol, Steven knows exactly what I'm talking about.
I drove him mad with dreams.
Funny how it happens to me. It really blows.
AIM can tell you a lot of things, when no one's looking. I feel bad for snooping, but I wasn't looking for anything from him. Just things about Jennifer.
Heh, people are happier without me.
So, I asked if he wanted me on the same phone plan as him. I want to start doing more couply things with him. Maybe get the ball rolling on a possible future?
I brought it up. I actually hope he goes for it. I don't mind changing my number. Paying more money. I'll do anything.
Just to start my life with him.
Also, I'm going to help pay rent. I want to. Maybe it will help us.
He was amazing this weekend. He held me so tightly. And even made me late for work because he wouldn't let go.
I think it's because he was feeling like shit, since he was getting sick. But, I indulged myself. And it felt good.
My forehead breaks out when we sleep together, because his facial hair rubs it. It's funny, because I look forward to it all the time. Maybe that makes me crazy.
Or just completely in love.
And I am.
"I would drop everything, just to completely start my life with you right now."