Love me like I Love you (13 Part 2)
Title: Love me like I Love you 13 Part 2
Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: PG-13, M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
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"What are you thinking about?" Taecyeon suddenly asked.
I finished eating my dumpling and didn't bother turning to him.
"Sex." I admitted.
"What?" Taecyeon almost yelled.
I caught his ears turning red as he asked me why.
"I don't know." I lied.
The awkwardness became more intense.
My whole face heated and I completely covered it quick as I realized what exactly I said.
"What is that. Your the one that said it yet your covering your face." Taecyeon said.
I shook my head and nodded.
"Your right...right...." I said uncovering my face.
"Your that embarrassed." Taecyeon said laughing.
I hit him and stood up.
'You too!' I yelled in my head.
"Bathroom." I said as I rushed to the bathroom to rinse my face with cold water.
It didn't take long for Taecyeon to walk in.
I froze with my hands on my face as warm hands wrapped around my waist and a head landed on top of mine.
"What?" I asked.
I tried to act cool and not nervous at all but my heart was going to burst and my hands went rigid.
"You know...why did you bring that up?" Taecyeon asked suddenly.
"What?" I said once again.
"Sex." Taecyeon said.
"What! Wha-what are you talking about you idiot! Pervert!" I yelled and hit him a couple of times before rushing into his room.
He caught my hand before I could sit and somehow, someway we fell onto his bed in a position that wasn't comfortable at all for me.
'How?' I thought as I groaned.
We just had to fall into that position of any.
"Get off." I said as I turned away from Taecyeons eyes.
I was currently laying down and the all too tall and heavy guy was laying right on top of me staring.
"Hey Wooyoung."
A short silence passed.
A kiss landed on my cheek.
"Don't." I said.
"I won't." Taecyeon said.
"Let me think." I said.
Taecyeon didn't say anything but laid the rest of his body on me.
He laid right on top of me. His full body weight.
"Your heavy. Get off." I said.
He didn't listen.
"I can't think like this." I said.
"What are you thinking about?" Taecyeon asked.
I took a deep breath.
"Y...you know." I said.
"Why?" Taecyeon asked.
"Nothing!" I yelled.
"Woah there." Taecyeon said.
I sighed.
A long silence passed.
"Your heavy." I said once again.
Taecyeon didn't reply me.
"Are you asleep?" I asked.
He still didn't reply.
"Hey!" I yelled.
"I'm your hyung aren't I?" Taecyeon asked.
"Let's do it." I said.
The quick seconds after those words, Taecyeon lifted himself up.
I knew he was staring at me but I turned my head away.
"Do what?" he asked.
"You know." I simply said.
"No." he said.
Suddenly he was off me and sitting down on the floor once again.
He put some snacks in his mouth.
'What does he mean no?" I yelled angrily in my head.
"Why?" I said as I got up still sitting on the bed.
"Your not ready." he said.
"How do you know? I know I'm ready." I said.
"Woo-"
I lifted myself off the bed and landed besides him interrupting him.
"Your going to start promotions. Go around the world. We won't see each other. I won't see you." I said.
"I think your only saying this because of guilt for some reason. I know Jnag Wooyoung, and to even say that word he would never." Taecyeon said.
A long silence passed.
He was right but I I didn't want to admit.
It seems he's been making my life more positive but I've been holding out on him. Not even letting him kiss me sometimes while Junho and Junsu hyung have probably done more than that.
'Eww..' I thought in my head. Imaging my two best friends wasn't the best of ideas.
Instead, once again I imagined what I saw on Junhos computer.
"I'm not ready." Taecyeon suddenly said interrupting the silence.
"Yes you are? I know you've been researching." I tried to convince him because if he didn't start I don't think I would have the guts to.
"Wooyoung! I'm not going to touch you!" he yelled.
I flinched at his high voice before getting up.
It just caught me off guard. Usually he would do anything to touch me anywhere.
I felt so much like a girlfriend begging his boyfriend for something like that that at the moment I felt ashamed.
I started walking to the door when Taecyeon stopped me with both arms around my waist once again.
A deja vu scene like in the bathroom.
"I haven't done research at all." he said.
I didn't say anything.
"I promised I won't touch you. I promised Soyoung. I won't touch you until we get marr-"
"What are you talking about!" I yelled and pushed Taecyeon away.
"Married?" I said looking at him.
"I really like you Wooyoug. I really like you. I really love you." Taecyeon said.
I stared at him wide eyed.
"Have you forgotten our gender and age?" I asked. "Where we are? Your status?! Most importantly or genders?" I said.
I saw the hurt in his eyes for a few moments.
It made me feel frustrated and annoyed with myself.
I sighed and looked down on the floor.
"Think about reality here Taec. You can't marry me. I can't marry you. We can't get married." I said.
"I want to and I will. I love you so I will. I will not let you go Jang Wooyoung. Just know that starting from she I met you, you are mine." Taecyeon said.
I stared at him, unable to form any words.
"I thought it was only a joke but your actually serious." I said roaming a hand through my hair.
"I'm not joking." he said.
I lifted my head and stared at him again.
"So for now I won't touch you." he said.
So many feeling were going through my head.
Suddenly, I did something I didn't really want to do but my body was sort of forcing me to do at the moment maybe because of shock and a little anger.
I lifted my free arm and pushed Taecyeon back.
He slowly began getting up when I pushed him down and our positions reversed.
"You told Soyoung you won't touch me but what if I want you to touch me. If we don't do it now we wont ever. Think reality hyung. We can't go more than what we have now. You need to find a girl to marry." I said.
Taecyeon stared at me wide eyed.
"Didn't we promise each other to practice when you get back?" I asked.
"I don't want to be with you for only that. What do you mean find a girl? Didn't you say you like me too Wooyoung?" Taecyeon said.
My heart thumped fast and I had no idea what to do so I tried to remember what I saw on Junhos computer - tried to get whatever challenging thoughts out of Taecyeons head.
I knew my face was probably red but I lifted up all my strength as a male and slid down Taecyeon body until we both touched.
The forbidden place. We touched.
I lifted my head.
We caught eyes and I looked away.
"Hey. Get off." he said suddenly.
I looked up at him quickly.
That made me angry.
"I want you to." I said.
"No." he said.
I froze.
I didn't think of what to do if he said no - I just wanted him to say that he really wasn't planning this whole fairy tale wedding. He really needed to think reality.
"Wooyoung get off now and let's just watch t.v." Taecyeon said.
He pushed me off him and I fell on the bed.
He got up and excused himself to the bathroom.
I laid there for a few minutes feeling embarrassed, ashamed, and confused too much.
A couple minutes later and Taecyeon was back in the room and sitting down besides me once again on the floor.
I waited for only a few minutes before I got up and stood in front of him.
He looked up at me.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
I didn't reply.
I let my body be completely taken over by what I saw on Junhos computer.
I seated myself on Taecyeons thighs and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Hey...stop this." he said.
I didn't listen but pulled back and stared at him.
He stared back.
I clumsily gave him a awkward kiss again and again before he finally took over and I felt relieved.
Taecyeon kissed me.
More than how we usually kissed.
I couldn't keep up but listened to everything he told me to do.
I didn't know when I was pushed down on to the floor.
He continued kissing me, this time everywhere pros ally leaving the red marks he sometimes leaves because I felt a sharp pain on the neck.
I tried not to make any weird sounds by covering my mouth.
He lowered himself to my cheek and then neck before he came back go to my lips once again.
I hid my face more as I tried to silence myself.
Suddenly a warm hand went to my school shirt and started taking it out from my pants.
I closed my eyes tight.
He didn't get far before I stopped him by grabbing his hand.
He only continued kissing me though.
It felt a bit weird now that my mind was set on where his hand was.
Kissing.
I always wondered how people did it so casually, even in dramas.
I was thinking about this when the kisses stopped.
I quickly opened my eyes.
Taecyeon stared down at me, and the hand I strongly held to stop from going under my shirt, pulled away from my grip and went through my hair.
I stared back at him breathing out hard, trying to catch my breath back.
"See? Your not ready." he said. "Your heart is beating really loud."
I turned away and pouted.
"Sorry." he said as he started lifting himself off.
I shook my head no and stopped him by wrapping my arms around his neck.
A new thing I learned recently when he kissed me.
Taecyeon laid back on me and sighed.
"We have all the time. It's not like I'm never coming back. It's just promotions. Don't worry. I love you Woo. I'm not lying when I say that. Maybe I really...no not maybe...if its you then I may want to get married fast." he said.
"Stop." I said.
A short silence passed.
"Are you mad?" he asked.
"No." I admitted.
He chuckled in my ear.
"I was just thinking...but I'm not ready." I said.
"Ready for what? You can't say the word anymore?" Taecyeon asked.
"Shutup pervert!" I yelled.
Taecyeon laughed again and I pouted and let go of his neck.
"Your heavy." I said.
He laughed louder and got up.
"Well I enjoyed that while it lasted." he said.
I got up after him and sat down.
"So what are we eating tonight?" he asked as he threw some brochures of food places at me.
"I don't want you buying anything for me." I said.
"Your saying this again?" Taecyeon asked.
"What do you mean again. I don't like you buying things for me ever." I said.
"The stuffed cat toy-"
"You won it!" I yelled.
"Yeah...and I gave it to you." he said.
I felt embarrassed as he said those words.
Yeah he won it for me. Something you only see in romance dramas.
"I only have a few money on me. I was saving to pay Junho back but we can buy something." I said as I stood up.
"Woo!" Taecyeon yelled.
"I won't eat unless I pay half." I said as I took out my wallet and took out the last remaining cash on me that I got from Soyoung for being good.
"Here." I said handing it to Taecyeon as I sat back down.
He stared at me and I looked away and back to the t.v.
I heard him sigh before getting up.
"We'll order later tonight." he said.
I didn't reply but a few minutes later he was sitting next to me.
I didn't turn to him but pulled my hand away when he grabbed it.
"What?" I said embarrassingly as I looked at him.
He smiled wide.
"A few minutes ago you wanted to go all the wa-"
I quickly covered his mouth.
"It's just my thoughts. Why are you saying that? Forget it? I said I was only thinking. We won't see each other for a while." I said.
Slowly Taecyeon pulled my hand away and then pulled me into a hug.
"I'm glad to hear you say that. I was thinking about us not seeing each other for a long time too." he said.
I relaxed my body and sighed.
We stayed in the position for a little bit before I pulled away.
"But you know...you...don't you want to marry a girl?" I asked lowering my head.
Taecyeon pulled my hand and held it tight.
"Ow.." I groaned as I looked at him.
He looked angry.
"Hyung...okay...sorry." I apologized quickly.
He sighed and let go of me.
I rubbed my arm and turned away.
A awkward silence surrounded us.
"Sorry." he suddenly said.
I laughed.
"That's what we always end up saying." I said.
"Yeah. For that talk right now...let's forget it for now. You still have a year of school. I don't want to stress you out. I don't want this bothering you." he said.
I didn't reply him, fear that I would make him mad again with whatever I said.
'He's really serious.' I thought as I stared at the floor.
"Hey."
"Yeah?" I said turning to look at him.
"Dance for me." he said.
"What?" I said feeling embarrassed.
"I want to see you dance." Taecyeon said again.
"Why?" I asked.
"I want to see you dance." he kept repeating.
I sighed and turned away from him.
"I'm not that good." I said.
"Show me." he said again.
I sighed and slowly stood up.
"This is really embarrassing hyung. Why are you making me do this?" I asked.
Taecyeon laughed and stood up.
He started wrapping a arm around me when I pulled away.
"Fine. Fine. Sit down. I'm getting ready." I said.
He chuckled and sat.
I stood there for a few minutes.
"Need music?" he asked.
I slowly nodded.
"One of our songs?" he asked.
"It doesn't matter." I said.
Taecyeon stood up and walked to his computer.
It only took a few moments for the music to start playing.
He quickly came back and sat down where he earlier sat as he stared at me.
I stood embarrassingly in the middle of the room for a long time.
"Here. I'll show you the dance to this song. You try to copy me." he said.
Somehow that made me feel relieved.
I watched as Taecyeon walked up to me and started dancing.
He danced the first part a couple of times and as the embarrassment went away, I started following him.
"Yeah." he said. "Just like that. Your learning this fast." he said.
I didn't reply because his compliments made me even more embarrassed.
We both stood in the middle of the room dancing and at one point when the music changed for the third time, I was left dancing alone.
Taecyeon sat on his bed and watched me but I completely blurred him from my vision and danced my heart out.
Sometimes my only escape is to dance.
Listen to the music and move my body.
Music and dance takes some of those bad thoughts away and even when Junsu hyun learned that, he's been giving me a lot more c.d's to listen to since the accident.
I was so into dancing that when two arms wrapped around me and pulled me into a hard chest, I didn't realize until Taecyeon said my name.
I stopped my movement completely as puffs of air escaped my mouth.
"Eh? Hyung? What is it?" I asked.
"Nothing." Taecyeon said. "Your really good at dancing." he said.
I felt my face heat up.
"No I'm not.." I said.
Taecyeon laughed.
We stood in the middle of the room in that position and this time, I didn't pull away first.
I didn't pull away but I also didn't hug him back.
Gladly Taecyeon didn't mind.
"Let's watch a movie." he said as he let me go.
My hand was taken and we walked back to sit in front of the t.v.
Taecyeon started flipping through channels and we we found a movie channel which was playing a good movie.
"We both focused closely on the movie, only stopping when Taecyeon ordered some food.
We went straight back to the movie though and even when the food arrived, we didn't eat immediately until our stomachs started making noise.
"I guess we're hungry." I said laughing.
Taecyeon nodded and I followed him into the kitchen.
We ate in comfortable silence but finished rather late.
"I think we've been watching the movie almost the whole night." I said.
Taecyeon nodded.
I yawned.
"I'm becoming tired." I said.
"You want to shower first?" Taecyeon asked.
"I'm staying over tonight? But I have to get home." I said.
"It's okay Woo, I talked to Soyoung." Taecyeon said.
I frowned.
'It's not that you talked to her. You didn't even ask me.' I thought to myself.
"I'll go get you a towel. The green shampoo is mine." Taecyeon said.
I watched as he walked into his room and came back a few minutes later with a towel.
"Cloths?" I asked.
"In the room." he said.
"Can I have them?" I asked.
"Huh? Sure." Taecyeon said walking back into the room.
I sighed as he handed me some cloths.
"I'll shower and you brush. Then we can switch" I said.
Taecyeon smiled and followed me into the bathroom.
"Turn around." I said.
He obeyed and I quickly got out of my school uniform, neatly folded it and got into the shower covering myself.
"Your embarrassed but we are both guys."Taecyeon said.
I ignored him and turned on the water.
'It's because you think of perverted things.' I thought to myself before blushing as I remembered what I was doing earlier in his room.
My short shower turned into a long one as steamed filled the whole room.
Taecyeon left at one point and that's when I decided I was done.
Quickly I got out, wiped myself down and pulled on the baggy cloths.
Taecyeon came in only a few minutes after I started brushing.
"Done?" he asked.
I nodded and turned away from him as I realized he was half naked with only a towel around his waist.
My mind focused solely on brushing for exactly five minutes before I grabbed my uniform and rushed out the bathroom.
Taecyeon didn't take that long.
He never usually does take a long shower when I'm with him.
"Done already?" I asked as he walked into the room with a towel around his waist.
Taecyeon nodded and I pulled away as droplets of water hit me.
"Hey hyung! Your going to catch a cold your hairs still wet." I said.
"Wipe it for me." Taecyeon said.
"What? Selfish...hyung I'm not joking." I said.
"Here."
Taecyeon handed me a towel and stared down at me on the floor.
I sighed and got up, instructing him to sit on the floor.
He obeyed and gently, even thought I wanted to do it roughly, I wiped his wet hair.
"Hey, thanks." he said after a while.
"Mhm." I replied.
"Your hands..."
"Huh?" I said.
"Your hands feel nice in my hair." Taecyeon said.
I stopped for a little bit but soon continued once again.
"Yours...in my hair too." I embarrassingly admitted.
It might of shook him off guard because suddenly a hand grabbed my arm and stopped me.
Taecyeon stood up still holding my arm.
I watched as he stood up, my held arm still holding the towel.
"Wha...what?" I said as he reached his full height and looked down at me.
He just stared at me before I started trying to pull my arm away.
Suddenly his free hand went to my hair and started rubbing.
"When I do this?" he asked.
I melted into his warm touch on my head.
Somehow only this gesture out of all the things he does makes me the most content.
I sighed in relaxation.
"Yeah..." I said.
I started moving back as he pushed me back.
My legs hit the bedside and I fell down.
My closed eyes opened to look up at Taecyeon.
He smiled and sat down on the bed before pulling me so I was laying on his lap.
He started stroking my hair again and I sighed and closed my eyes.
"Th...thank you." I found myself saying.
"It really makes you feel better?" Taecyeon asked.
"Yeah...and sleepy." I said yawning.
Taecyeon chuckled in my ear before I felt a kiss on my forehead.
"Sleep now?" he asked.
"Yeah." I said halfway already asleep.
Taecyeon moved me to the right side of his bed and started tucking me in.
I pushed his hand away and proclaimed I wasn't a child as I tucked myself in.
He laughed his usual laugh and suddenly the lights turned off.
It didn't take him long to move up close behind me with a hand around my waist.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked.
"It's cold." he said.
'It is cold.' I thought.
"But your warm hyung." I said.
"To warm you up." he said.
I kicked him with my leg and smiled as he screamed.
"Sorry. Stop saying embarrassing things at this time of the night. Good night." I said.
A few minutes passed as I was pulled close into a hard chest once again.
"Good night." Taecyeon finally replied.
Somehow I fell asleep in the embarrassing and uncomfortable position.
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A/N mianhae....im very sorry...forgive me. :((
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Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: PG-13, M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
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"What are you thinking about?" Taecyeon suddenly asked.
I finished eating my dumpling and didn't bother turning to him.
"Sex." I admitted.
"What?" Taecyeon almost yelled.
I caught his ears turning red as he asked me why.
"I don't know." I lied.
The awkwardness became more intense.
My whole face heated and I completely covered it quick as I realized what exactly I said.
"What is that. Your the one that said it yet your covering your face." Taecyeon said.
I shook my head and nodded.
"Your right...right...." I said uncovering my face.
"Your that embarrassed." Taecyeon said laughing.
I hit him and stood up.
'You too!' I yelled in my head.
"Bathroom." I said as I rushed to the bathroom to rinse my face with cold water.
It didn't take long for Taecyeon to walk in.
I froze with my hands on my face as warm hands wrapped around my waist and a head landed on top of mine.
"What?" I asked.
I tried to act cool and not nervous at all but my heart was going to burst and my hands went rigid.
"You know...why did you bring that up?" Taecyeon asked suddenly.
"What?" I said once again.
"Sex." Taecyeon said.
"What! Wha-what are you talking about you idiot! Pervert!" I yelled and hit him a couple of times before rushing into his room.
He caught my hand before I could sit and somehow, someway we fell onto his bed in a position that wasn't comfortable at all for me.
'How?' I thought as I groaned.
We just had to fall into that position of any.
"Get off." I said as I turned away from Taecyeons eyes.
I was currently laying down and the all too tall and heavy guy was laying right on top of me staring.
"Hey Wooyoung."
A short silence passed.
A kiss landed on my cheek.
"Don't." I said.
"I won't." Taecyeon said.
"Let me think." I said.
Taecyeon didn't say anything but laid the rest of his body on me.
He laid right on top of me. His full body weight.
"Your heavy. Get off." I said.
He didn't listen.
"I can't think like this." I said.
"What are you thinking about?" Taecyeon asked.
I took a deep breath.
"Y...you know." I said.
"Why?" Taecyeon asked.
"Nothing!" I yelled.
"Woah there." Taecyeon said.
I sighed.
A long silence passed.
"Your heavy." I said once again.
Taecyeon didn't reply me.
"Are you asleep?" I asked.
He still didn't reply.
"Hey!" I yelled.
"I'm your hyung aren't I?" Taecyeon asked.
"Let's do it." I said.
The quick seconds after those words, Taecyeon lifted himself up.
I knew he was staring at me but I turned my head away.
"Do what?" he asked.
"You know." I simply said.
"No." he said.
Suddenly he was off me and sitting down on the floor once again.
He put some snacks in his mouth.
'What does he mean no?" I yelled angrily in my head.
"Why?" I said as I got up still sitting on the bed.
"Your not ready." he said.
"How do you know? I know I'm ready." I said.
"Woo-"
I lifted myself off the bed and landed besides him interrupting him.
"Your going to start promotions. Go around the world. We won't see each other. I won't see you." I said.
"I think your only saying this because of guilt for some reason. I know Jnag Wooyoung, and to even say that word he would never." Taecyeon said.
A long silence passed.
He was right but I I didn't want to admit.
It seems he's been making my life more positive but I've been holding out on him. Not even letting him kiss me sometimes while Junho and Junsu hyung have probably done more than that.
'Eww..' I thought in my head. Imaging my two best friends wasn't the best of ideas.
Instead, once again I imagined what I saw on Junhos computer.
"I'm not ready." Taecyeon suddenly said interrupting the silence.
"Yes you are? I know you've been researching." I tried to convince him because if he didn't start I don't think I would have the guts to.
"Wooyoung! I'm not going to touch you!" he yelled.
I flinched at his high voice before getting up.
It just caught me off guard. Usually he would do anything to touch me anywhere.
I felt so much like a girlfriend begging his boyfriend for something like that that at the moment I felt ashamed.
I started walking to the door when Taecyeon stopped me with both arms around my waist once again.
A deja vu scene like in the bathroom.
"I haven't done research at all." he said.
I didn't say anything.
"I promised I won't touch you. I promised Soyoung. I won't touch you until we get marr-"
"What are you talking about!" I yelled and pushed Taecyeon away.
"Married?" I said looking at him.
"I really like you Wooyoug. I really like you. I really love you." Taecyeon said.
I stared at him wide eyed.
"Have you forgotten our gender and age?" I asked. "Where we are? Your status?! Most importantly or genders?" I said.
I saw the hurt in his eyes for a few moments.
It made me feel frustrated and annoyed with myself.
I sighed and looked down on the floor.
"Think about reality here Taec. You can't marry me. I can't marry you. We can't get married." I said.
"I want to and I will. I love you so I will. I will not let you go Jang Wooyoung. Just know that starting from she I met you, you are mine." Taecyeon said.
I stared at him, unable to form any words.
"I thought it was only a joke but your actually serious." I said roaming a hand through my hair.
"I'm not joking." he said.
I lifted my head and stared at him again.
"So for now I won't touch you." he said.
So many feeling were going through my head.
Suddenly, I did something I didn't really want to do but my body was sort of forcing me to do at the moment maybe because of shock and a little anger.
I lifted my free arm and pushed Taecyeon back.
He slowly began getting up when I pushed him down and our positions reversed.
"You told Soyoung you won't touch me but what if I want you to touch me. If we don't do it now we wont ever. Think reality hyung. We can't go more than what we have now. You need to find a girl to marry." I said.
Taecyeon stared at me wide eyed.
"Didn't we promise each other to practice when you get back?" I asked.
"I don't want to be with you for only that. What do you mean find a girl? Didn't you say you like me too Wooyoung?" Taecyeon said.
My heart thumped fast and I had no idea what to do so I tried to remember what I saw on Junhos computer - tried to get whatever challenging thoughts out of Taecyeons head.
I knew my face was probably red but I lifted up all my strength as a male and slid down Taecyeon body until we both touched.
The forbidden place. We touched.
I lifted my head.
We caught eyes and I looked away.
"Hey. Get off." he said suddenly.
I looked up at him quickly.
That made me angry.
"I want you to." I said.
"No." he said.
I froze.
I didn't think of what to do if he said no - I just wanted him to say that he really wasn't planning this whole fairy tale wedding. He really needed to think reality.
"Wooyoung get off now and let's just watch t.v." Taecyeon said.
He pushed me off him and I fell on the bed.
He got up and excused himself to the bathroom.
I laid there for a few minutes feeling embarrassed, ashamed, and confused too much.
A couple minutes later and Taecyeon was back in the room and sitting down besides me once again on the floor.
I waited for only a few minutes before I got up and stood in front of him.
He looked up at me.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
I didn't reply.
I let my body be completely taken over by what I saw on Junhos computer.
I seated myself on Taecyeons thighs and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Hey...stop this." he said.
I didn't listen but pulled back and stared at him.
He stared back.
I clumsily gave him a awkward kiss again and again before he finally took over and I felt relieved.
Taecyeon kissed me.
More than how we usually kissed.
I couldn't keep up but listened to everything he told me to do.
I didn't know when I was pushed down on to the floor.
He continued kissing me, this time everywhere pros ally leaving the red marks he sometimes leaves because I felt a sharp pain on the neck.
I tried not to make any weird sounds by covering my mouth.
He lowered himself to my cheek and then neck before he came back go to my lips once again.
I hid my face more as I tried to silence myself.
Suddenly a warm hand went to my school shirt and started taking it out from my pants.
I closed my eyes tight.
He didn't get far before I stopped him by grabbing his hand.
He only continued kissing me though.
It felt a bit weird now that my mind was set on where his hand was.
Kissing.
I always wondered how people did it so casually, even in dramas.
I was thinking about this when the kisses stopped.
I quickly opened my eyes.
Taecyeon stared down at me, and the hand I strongly held to stop from going under my shirt, pulled away from my grip and went through my hair.
I stared back at him breathing out hard, trying to catch my breath back.
"See? Your not ready." he said. "Your heart is beating really loud."
I turned away and pouted.
"Sorry." he said as he started lifting himself off.
I shook my head no and stopped him by wrapping my arms around his neck.
A new thing I learned recently when he kissed me.
Taecyeon laid back on me and sighed.
"We have all the time. It's not like I'm never coming back. It's just promotions. Don't worry. I love you Woo. I'm not lying when I say that. Maybe I really...no not maybe...if its you then I may want to get married fast." he said.
"Stop." I said.
A short silence passed.
"Are you mad?" he asked.
"No." I admitted.
He chuckled in my ear.
"I was just thinking...but I'm not ready." I said.
"Ready for what? You can't say the word anymore?" Taecyeon asked.
"Shutup pervert!" I yelled.
Taecyeon laughed again and I pouted and let go of his neck.
"Your heavy." I said.
He laughed louder and got up.
"Well I enjoyed that while it lasted." he said.
I got up after him and sat down.
"So what are we eating tonight?" he asked as he threw some brochures of food places at me.
"I don't want you buying anything for me." I said.
"Your saying this again?" Taecyeon asked.
"What do you mean again. I don't like you buying things for me ever." I said.
"The stuffed cat toy-"
"You won it!" I yelled.
"Yeah...and I gave it to you." he said.
I felt embarrassed as he said those words.
Yeah he won it for me. Something you only see in romance dramas.
"I only have a few money on me. I was saving to pay Junho back but we can buy something." I said as I stood up.
"Woo!" Taecyeon yelled.
"I won't eat unless I pay half." I said as I took out my wallet and took out the last remaining cash on me that I got from Soyoung for being good.
"Here." I said handing it to Taecyeon as I sat back down.
He stared at me and I looked away and back to the t.v.
I heard him sigh before getting up.
"We'll order later tonight." he said.
I didn't reply but a few minutes later he was sitting next to me.
I didn't turn to him but pulled my hand away when he grabbed it.
"What?" I said embarrassingly as I looked at him.
He smiled wide.
"A few minutes ago you wanted to go all the wa-"
I quickly covered his mouth.
"It's just my thoughts. Why are you saying that? Forget it? I said I was only thinking. We won't see each other for a while." I said.
Slowly Taecyeon pulled my hand away and then pulled me into a hug.
"I'm glad to hear you say that. I was thinking about us not seeing each other for a long time too." he said.
I relaxed my body and sighed.
We stayed in the position for a little bit before I pulled away.
"But you know...you...don't you want to marry a girl?" I asked lowering my head.
Taecyeon pulled my hand and held it tight.
"Ow.." I groaned as I looked at him.
He looked angry.
"Hyung...okay...sorry." I apologized quickly.
He sighed and let go of me.
I rubbed my arm and turned away.
A awkward silence surrounded us.
"Sorry." he suddenly said.
I laughed.
"That's what we always end up saying." I said.
"Yeah. For that talk right now...let's forget it for now. You still have a year of school. I don't want to stress you out. I don't want this bothering you." he said.
I didn't reply him, fear that I would make him mad again with whatever I said.
'He's really serious.' I thought as I stared at the floor.
"Hey."
"Yeah?" I said turning to look at him.
"Dance for me." he said.
"What?" I said feeling embarrassed.
"I want to see you dance." Taecyeon said again.
"Why?" I asked.
"I want to see you dance." he kept repeating.
I sighed and turned away from him.
"I'm not that good." I said.
"Show me." he said again.
I sighed and slowly stood up.
"This is really embarrassing hyung. Why are you making me do this?" I asked.
Taecyeon laughed and stood up.
He started wrapping a arm around me when I pulled away.
"Fine. Fine. Sit down. I'm getting ready." I said.
He chuckled and sat.
I stood there for a few minutes.
"Need music?" he asked.
I slowly nodded.
"One of our songs?" he asked.
"It doesn't matter." I said.
Taecyeon stood up and walked to his computer.
It only took a few moments for the music to start playing.
He quickly came back and sat down where he earlier sat as he stared at me.
I stood embarrassingly in the middle of the room for a long time.
"Here. I'll show you the dance to this song. You try to copy me." he said.
Somehow that made me feel relieved.
I watched as Taecyeon walked up to me and started dancing.
He danced the first part a couple of times and as the embarrassment went away, I started following him.
"Yeah." he said. "Just like that. Your learning this fast." he said.
I didn't reply because his compliments made me even more embarrassed.
We both stood in the middle of the room dancing and at one point when the music changed for the third time, I was left dancing alone.
Taecyeon sat on his bed and watched me but I completely blurred him from my vision and danced my heart out.
Sometimes my only escape is to dance.
Listen to the music and move my body.
Music and dance takes some of those bad thoughts away and even when Junsu hyun learned that, he's been giving me a lot more c.d's to listen to since the accident.
I was so into dancing that when two arms wrapped around me and pulled me into a hard chest, I didn't realize until Taecyeon said my name.
I stopped my movement completely as puffs of air escaped my mouth.
"Eh? Hyung? What is it?" I asked.
"Nothing." Taecyeon said. "Your really good at dancing." he said.
I felt my face heat up.
"No I'm not.." I said.
Taecyeon laughed.
We stood in the middle of the room in that position and this time, I didn't pull away first.
I didn't pull away but I also didn't hug him back.
Gladly Taecyeon didn't mind.
"Let's watch a movie." he said as he let me go.
My hand was taken and we walked back to sit in front of the t.v.
Taecyeon started flipping through channels and we we found a movie channel which was playing a good movie.
"We both focused closely on the movie, only stopping when Taecyeon ordered some food.
We went straight back to the movie though and even when the food arrived, we didn't eat immediately until our stomachs started making noise.
"I guess we're hungry." I said laughing.
Taecyeon nodded and I followed him into the kitchen.
We ate in comfortable silence but finished rather late.
"I think we've been watching the movie almost the whole night." I said.
Taecyeon nodded.
I yawned.
"I'm becoming tired." I said.
"You want to shower first?" Taecyeon asked.
"I'm staying over tonight? But I have to get home." I said.
"It's okay Woo, I talked to Soyoung." Taecyeon said.
I frowned.
'It's not that you talked to her. You didn't even ask me.' I thought to myself.
"I'll go get you a towel. The green shampoo is mine." Taecyeon said.
I watched as he walked into his room and came back a few minutes later with a towel.
"Cloths?" I asked.
"In the room." he said.
"Can I have them?" I asked.
"Huh? Sure." Taecyeon said walking back into the room.
I sighed as he handed me some cloths.
"I'll shower and you brush. Then we can switch" I said.
Taecyeon smiled and followed me into the bathroom.
"Turn around." I said.
He obeyed and I quickly got out of my school uniform, neatly folded it and got into the shower covering myself.
"Your embarrassed but we are both guys."Taecyeon said.
I ignored him and turned on the water.
'It's because you think of perverted things.' I thought to myself before blushing as I remembered what I was doing earlier in his room.
My short shower turned into a long one as steamed filled the whole room.
Taecyeon left at one point and that's when I decided I was done.
Quickly I got out, wiped myself down and pulled on the baggy cloths.
Taecyeon came in only a few minutes after I started brushing.
"Done?" he asked.
I nodded and turned away from him as I realized he was half naked with only a towel around his waist.
My mind focused solely on brushing for exactly five minutes before I grabbed my uniform and rushed out the bathroom.
Taecyeon didn't take that long.
He never usually does take a long shower when I'm with him.
"Done already?" I asked as he walked into the room with a towel around his waist.
Taecyeon nodded and I pulled away as droplets of water hit me.
"Hey hyung! Your going to catch a cold your hairs still wet." I said.
"Wipe it for me." Taecyeon said.
"What? Selfish...hyung I'm not joking." I said.
"Here."
Taecyeon handed me a towel and stared down at me on the floor.
I sighed and got up, instructing him to sit on the floor.
He obeyed and gently, even thought I wanted to do it roughly, I wiped his wet hair.
"Hey, thanks." he said after a while.
"Mhm." I replied.
"Your hands..."
"Huh?" I said.
"Your hands feel nice in my hair." Taecyeon said.
I stopped for a little bit but soon continued once again.
"Yours...in my hair too." I embarrassingly admitted.
It might of shook him off guard because suddenly a hand grabbed my arm and stopped me.
Taecyeon stood up still holding my arm.
I watched as he stood up, my held arm still holding the towel.
"Wha...what?" I said as he reached his full height and looked down at me.
He just stared at me before I started trying to pull my arm away.
Suddenly his free hand went to my hair and started rubbing.
"When I do this?" he asked.
I melted into his warm touch on my head.
Somehow only this gesture out of all the things he does makes me the most content.
I sighed in relaxation.
"Yeah..." I said.
I started moving back as he pushed me back.
My legs hit the bedside and I fell down.
My closed eyes opened to look up at Taecyeon.
He smiled and sat down on the bed before pulling me so I was laying on his lap.
He started stroking my hair again and I sighed and closed my eyes.
"Th...thank you." I found myself saying.
"It really makes you feel better?" Taecyeon asked.
"Yeah...and sleepy." I said yawning.
Taecyeon chuckled in my ear before I felt a kiss on my forehead.
"Sleep now?" he asked.
"Yeah." I said halfway already asleep.
Taecyeon moved me to the right side of his bed and started tucking me in.
I pushed his hand away and proclaimed I wasn't a child as I tucked myself in.
He laughed his usual laugh and suddenly the lights turned off.
It didn't take him long to move up close behind me with a hand around my waist.
"Why are you doing this?" I asked.
"It's cold." he said.
'It is cold.' I thought.
"But your warm hyung." I said.
"To warm you up." he said.
I kicked him with my leg and smiled as he screamed.
"Sorry. Stop saying embarrassing things at this time of the night. Good night." I said.
A few minutes passed as I was pulled close into a hard chest once again.
"Good night." Taecyeon finally replied.
Somehow I fell asleep in the embarrassing and uncomfortable position.
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A/N mianhae....im very sorry...forgive me. :((
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