Love me Like I Love you 13 Part 1
Title: Love me like I Love you 13 Part 1
Pairing: Taecyeon/Wooyoung, Junsu/Junho
Rating: PG-13, M
TaecWoo: Because of dance everything leads to disguising himself as a girl and loosing all his first. Life goes from normal to strange as Wooyoung gains a lover.
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The night Soyoung and Taecyeon were supposed to talk, I couldn't fall asleep after I woke up.
I tried everything I could but ended up staring at the wall.
My heart started beating fast as a knock on the door made me flinch and get up.
'Did Soyoung forget her keys?' I wondered as I turned to Junho who was snoring slightly besides me.
Slowly I got up, glad I decided to sleep on the left side of the bed.
My bed is small anyway but Junho always insists he wants to sleep on it and not the couch.
"Who could it be?" I whispered to myself as I opened my door and hurried to the busily ringing door bell.
"Soyoung?" I said.
"It's me Taec."
The voice on the other side made me freeze.
"What are you doing here its almost midnight and Soyoung is about to come home." I said not opening the door.
"Come on Woo its freezing out here." Taecyeon said.
"Then go home." I said.
"I had only enough money to bring me here and I told my manager I'll be staying at your place for the rest of the night." Taecyeon said.
"What? Why?" I asked.
"Don't you remember out fight just a few hours ago." Taecyeon said.
My face heated, including our fight I remembered other things we did too.
The images zoomed through my head.
'Why is he here though...to do what I think...."
I felt my face brighten more with the thoughts.
Slowly I turned to the door.
"Woo?" Taecyeon said.
"Junho is here." I quickly said.
"So I can't come in?" Taecyeon asked.
"No...I mean yes....no I mean..." I stopped.
"Woo?" Taecyeon said.
"We can't...nothing tonight." I said.
"What?" Taecyeon said.
"Hyung!" I almost yelled. "Not today, some other time. What I promised you." I said.
There was a moment of silence.
"Oh. Yes. Whenever your ready Woo I told you I'm not going to force yo-"
"Okay okay." I said interrupting.
"So can I come in?" Taecyeon asked.
I sighed and opened the door.
"Hey." Taecyeon said.
"What are you thinking? I have school tomorrow and Soyoung-"
"She said she's not coming home today. She's staying at a friend's house." Taecyeon said interrupting me.
I froze and clenched my fists.
"We talked Wooyoung." Taecyeon said.
I shook my head and nodded as I was pulled into a hug.
"I didn't want you to be lonely." Taecyeon said.
"I'm not." I said. "Junho is here."
A short silence passed as I pulled away from the hug.
"There's no way we can fit on the bed." I said.
"Why?" Taecyeon said.
"Why? I don't have a big bed like you. I'm not rich. Junho and I are sharing the bed and its already small enough." I said.
Taecyeon frowned and pouted.
"What's with that face?" I asked.
"You two sleep on the same bed?" Taecyeon asked.
I turned to him quickly.
"Of course we do. Both of us don't want the couch or the floor." I said.
"I'm kind of jealous." Taecyeon suddenly said.
"What?" I said turning to him.
He looked away.
"D...don't think about weird things...your the only one that likes me in that way..." I said turning away.
"So should I leave?" Taecyeon asked.
"Your so annoying!" I whispered as I crossed my arms and walked up to him.
"Look...just go take a shower and be as quiet as possible because Junho is asleep. I'll move the table and bring some blankets. If you don't mind then we can sleep on the floor....your sure Soyoung is not coming back?" I asked.
"She said to me." Taecyeon said.
I looked around, then at the door.
"Never mind we can sleep on the floor in my room." I said.
Taecyeon smiled.
"Stop looking at me like that and go take a shower you stinky hyung." I said as I pushed him to the bathroom.
I closed the door quickly and released a deep breath.
It took only a few moments for the shower water to turn on before I sighed and went into my room.
As silently as I could, I grabbed some extra big blankets from my small closet and laid them in the center of my room.
I grabbed a few more and then my pillow.
"I only have two." I whispered to myself as I set the pillow down.
Junho stopped snoring and moved a few times but did not wake up.
I sighed and went digging back in my closet for some cloths for Taecyeon.
I found some sweat pants and a too large shirt before I sat down on my hand made bed.
It didn't take him long to come back.
Quietly, my door opened and Taecyeon peeked inside.
"Come on." I whispered yawning. "I'm tired."
Taecyeon nodded and walked up to me.
"I'm sorry I used your towel. The blue one right?" Taecyeon asked.
I shook my head and nodded.
"It's fine, whatever, here." I said handing him the cloths I found.
Taecyeon took them and began taking off his other cloths.
I turned away and crossed my arms.
He chuckled but did not say anything.
"Done."
"Good." I said laying down.
A few moments later and he was laying besides me.
"I'm sorry I only have two pillows and Junho is using one." I said.
"How about you use my arm." Taecyeon said.
"Huh?"
Suddenly I was lightly lifted up and the pillow was pulled from under my head to Taecyeons spot.
What replaced the pillow quickly though was Taecyeon arm indeed.
"What are you doing your arm is going to hurt." I whispered.
Taecyeon chuckled again and I silently gasped as he pulled me close.
His other arm landed around my waist and I couldn't help but blush.
I couldn't move either.
"Let's go to sleep Woo. Good night." he said.
He kissed the top of my head and laid back down.
I laid there stiff looking at the white shirt in front of me for a long time.
The whole time, Taecyeon did not let go.
I didn't know when but I fell asleep at some time pleading to myself in my head that Soyoung and Junho didn't see us in the position we were.
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"Woo? Wooyoung?"
Someone shook my shoulder two times.
I groaned and turned around.
"Hey, it's time to get up. I have to go."
I frowned as I realized the voice and groaned again.
I laid on my back and quietly, without opening my eyes, whispered.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"Almost time for school." Taecyeon said.
I groaned out loud once again.
Taecyeon chuckled and I felt a hand rub trough my hair.
"I'm sorry wife but after tomorrow we have two days off so please get up before I leave." Taecyeon said.
I ignored the wife word and opened my eyes, to tired to even react.
Taecyeon was smiling down at me.
The lights were on in my room and everything seemed bright.
"Why are the lights on?" I asked.
Junho woke me up earlier. He had to go home to get his uniform.
"But why are the lights still on?" I asked.
"I was finding my way around." Taecyeon said.
I sighed and lifted myself up.
He backed away.
I rubbed my face and groaned as I lowered my head and closed my eyes.
"Your leaving?" I asked.
"I have practice. I'll come to school later today so we can leave together." Taecyeon said.
I lifted my head and looked at him as I nodded and pushed the covers off me.
I started getting up, groaning at my sore body from sleeping on the floor.
"You okay?" Taecyeon asked.
"My body hurts." I said.
"Hurts?" Taecyeon said.
I turned to him and he looked sort of nervous. I looked at him closer and noticed his ears starting turning a bit red.
"Gah! Yah Stupid hyung! Your so dirty minded you pervert!" I yelled as I threw my pillow at him.
I felt my own face turning hot as I pouted and quickly headed out the door.
I went straight for the bathroom without turning back.
Only when the bathroom door closed did I lean on the door, sigh and rub my face.
"What the heck is he thinking...pervert." I whispered as I rubbed my face over and over.
I leaned on the door for a little while before getting in the shower.
Taecyeon knocked on the door in the middle of me showering to say he was leaving.
We said our goodbyes and I listened all the way until it became really quiet.
Quickly I finished my shower and headed into my room.
I managed to finish everything fast when I realized that Soyoung was still not home and I did not ask Taecyeon for a ride.
I sighed in frustration as I hurriedly picked up the phone and dialed Junhos number.
"Hey."
"Junho?" I said.
"Yeah?"
"You in school?" I asked.
"Not yet, hyung is coming." Junho said.
I sighed. "I need a ride too." I said.
"Soyoun-"
"She didn't come home yesterday." I said.
There was a moment of silence.
"Are you okay Woo?" Junho asked.
I sighed for the third time since the phone call as I lowered my head and ran a hand through my hair.
"I just messed up my hair." I said.
"What? So your not okay....We will come by so get ready." Junho said.
I nodded and answered when I realized I was on the phone.
The dial tone came on and I stayed on the phone for a few more seconds before sighing and putting the phone down.
I double checked I had everything before leaving.
It didn't take long for Junsu hyung to come.
"Hey." he said to me when I got in the car.
"Hey Junho...hyung." I said.
"I thought you said he was not mad at me anymore." Junsu hyung said.
"He's not...Woo?" Junho said.
"Does he know?" I asked.
"Not what we talked about." Junho said as he turned to look at me with wide eyes.
"I'm not mad at you hyung. Just been tired." I said.
Junsu hyung didn't respond and a awkward silence passed as he started driving to school.
It was quiet the whole ride until we reached school and I hit Junsu hyung and called him with no honorifics.
That made him angry as he hit me over and over playfully, then smiled and hugged me.
"Come on we have to get to class." I said as I peeled the short hyung away from me.
He released me from the hug and nodded.
"I have a new c.d for you." he said.
I nodded and smiled.
"See you later." Junsu hyung said as he waved at us both.
I watched as he left and then turned to Junho.
"He wanted a hug or something...did you see that look on his face? I have no experience but I know that look." I said.
Junho just laughed and took hold of my arm as he pulled me to class.
School went as usual, usually besides these few weeks in which I have been ignoring a lot of people.
Junho decided to stick as close to me as possible.
We met Taecyeon at lunch, this time with Chansung for a surprise.
"Wooyoung." Chansung said smiling wide.
I smiled and greeted him myself and then to Junsu and Junho.
They quickly started talking and Junsu hyung even gave his cd to Chansung after they talked about music for a while.
We were all happily chatting and eating when a hand tapped my shoulder.
I turned around to find Lee Minah and a few couple of girls I have seen before.
She looked down at me and I slowly smiled and scooted away from Taecyeon.
She smiled and sat down as I once again introduced her to the table.
Her friends also sat around and introduced themselves.
They were staring at Chansung and Taecyeon but other than that they got along well with the guys.
The whole lunch table seemed full of laughter and talking as I ate.
I didn't even realize when Taecyeon called me not only once but twice.
"Huh?" I said snapping from no thoughts at all but my own obliviousness.
"As clueless as ever." Junsu hyung said laughing.
Everyone started laughing and I felt my face heat up as I glared at Junsu hyung.
"I said can I talk to you?" Taecyeon asked.
I scooted forward to catch eyes with him when I caught eyes with Minah.
She frowned and I frowned.
She still proved to be a barrier for me and Taecyeon. Just like Soyoung, I can't look at their faces and obey Taecyeon at the same time because they both like Taecyeon and they both are girls, obviously more suited for Taecyeon then me.
"Hey."
I snapped from my thought and shook my head.
"We don't have time." I said as I looked away.
I thought it would be the end of it but before I knew it I was being pulled away by Taecyeon.
"What are you doing hyung?" I asked as I tried not to make a scene.
It didn't work, all eyes were on us...more like on Taecyeon as he pulled me away.
I mouthed sorry to Minah as we caught eyes.
Taecyeon only let go when we reached the bathroom.
He let go of my arm and I pouted and rubbed at it.
"What is it you couldn't tell me later, pulling my arm like this." I said.
Taecyeon sighed.
I turned my head away.
"Look at me." he said.
I lifted my head and turned to him.
"Do you like me?" he asked.
Quickly I looked around the bathroom and checked everywhere to make sure it was empty.
"What is this? Asking this suddenly?" I asked.
"Are you trying to set me up with that girl?" Taecyeon asked.
"What? No." I said.
Taecyeon frowned and I looked away and sighed.
"I'm really not." I said. "I...like you."
"Then lets tell her." Taecyeon suddenly said.
"What!" I almost yelled as I turned to him.
"She needs to know. Soyoung knows right?"
"I didn't tell her, she found out." I said a bit irritated.
"Your mad she found out?" Taecyeon asked.
"I..." I paused and turned away as I rubbed a hand through my hair.
"Fine. It's fine. Forget it I'm sorry. I don't want you to get mad." Taecyeon said.
I slowly turned and looked at me.
The look on his face showed that he wanted an answer but I couldn't answer him...not yet.
"I'm sorry hyung." I said.
Taecyeon shook his head and turned to leave.
I didn't even notice it myself before he turned to look at me and then my hand.
I was grabbing on his shirt.
"Woo?" he said.
'What am I doing? What did I want to do?' the thoughts ran in my mind as I slowly looked up at Taecyeon.
He stared at me for a few minutes before pulling my hand away and turning to go.
Once again I stopped him but this time I walked up to him and on my tip toes, I pulled myself up and clumsily forced my lips on his.
It was a pathetic and clumsy kiss but soon Taecyeon took over.
Glad he took over, I relaxed as he kissed me.
I let him do whatever he wanted for only a few minutes before pulling away.
"We should get back." I said breathing loudly as I covered half my face.
I turned towards the door when Taecyeon stopped me with a hug.
"Yah...what are you doing? We're in the middle of a
bathroom anyone can come in." I said.
A gush of air passed by my neck as Taecyeon chuckled and let me go.
I didn't turn to look at him, afraid he will catch my face.
I needed to wash my face quick.
"Let's go." Taecyeon said heading to the door.
I shook my head.
"Woo?" he said walking up to me.
I lowered my head more and covered my face.
"Go. I'll come." I said.
"Hey." he said.
"Taec...I just...my heart is beating so fast I just need to calm down. You go first." I said.
"Ahh....okay." Taecyeon said.
A couple minutes later and he was gone.
I rushed to a mirror and looked at my face.
Really red, my ears were even red.
Hurriedly I turned the cold water on and splashed my face, wetting my bangs in the process.
I sighed as the cold water hit my face and I cooled down a little bit.
My heart didn't stop pounding though.
I sighed and used my sleeve to wipe my face.
It didn't take me any much longer in the bathroom, I soon left when my face cooled down and my heart stopped racing.
I almost made it to the lunch room when students came running out.
"Ah...it's over." I said.
Looking at students coming straight for me, I turned around and hurried to class.
Junho greeted me with a tap on the shoulder as he whispered in my ear.
"He wants you to meet him at the usual place after dance." Junho said.
"What usual place?" I asked.
Junho shrugged.
"He just told me to tell you." he said.
I was about to say something when our teacher interrupted us.
I sighed and turned to the front.
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The usual spot it turned out to be is in front of the dance room.
"Why didn't you just say in front of the dance room? I was worrying about through all of class." I whined to Taecyeon.
He laughed.
"I thought you knew. We always meet here right?" Taecyeon asked.
"I'll see you Woo!" Junho yelled to me as he showed me his phone.
I nodded and waved back.
"So?" I said turning back to Taecyeon "Why did you want to meet? Didn't you say you will be really busy and have not time?" I asked.
"Well that's just it. Today is my last free day before we release the album. When we release...I won't get to see you a lot more than now." Taecyeon said.
I stared at him for a few seconds before turning away.
"Uhh...okay..." I said. "I don't know if Soyoung is-"
"Come to my place today." Taecyeon said.
"Huh?" I said turning to him.
"Chansung and Nichkhun are not in." he said.
"Not in?" I repeated.
"Yeah. So we have the place to ourselves." Taecyeon said.
"Ourselves?...Alone?" I asked as I suddenly realized what being alone meant for people who are in a relationship.
I felt melt cheeks first as I covered half my face and slightly turned away.
"Huh? Woo? What's wrong?" Taecyeon asked.
"Uh...m..ma...manager? Manager hyung." I said.
"He's with Chansung and Nichkhun. They went back to Seoul first. They will be back by tomorrow." Taecyeon said.
"I...I..."
"What's wrong? You don't want to be with me?" Taecyeon said.
"sh..shhhh..." I said running towards him as I clasped a hand on his mouth and looked around.
"Uhh...lets....ummm...okay but Soyoung." I said.
"It's okay I asked her. She was going to come but I asked her and she said it's fine."
Somehow that made me frown.
'She's avoiding me.' I thought.
"I don't...think...you should have told Soyoung." I said as I pulled my hands away.
"Wooyoung she's-"
"Oppa!"
A scream interrupted Taecyeon as we both turned our heads and caught sight of a girl.
I quickly moved a step back as I realized who it was.
"Minhee.." I said as the girl walked towards us.
Taecyeon turned to me and I kept my eyes on Minhee.
"Hi Wooyoung oppa...Taecyeon oppa." Minhee said.
I greeted her with a smile and nudged at Taecyeon.
He greeted her too.
A awkward silence proceeded.
"I was just going out when I saw you two...I wanted to say hi." she said looking at Taecyeon especially.
I stepped back again.
"Oh.." I said smiling.
Another short silence passed.
"If you want to talk to hyung I can just leave for a whil-"
Taecyeon didn't let me finish. He snatched my arm in a little more than gentle grip.
"Ow.." I mumbled.
"Ahh...Minhee...Wooyoung and I have to go right now. We can't talk sorry." Taecyeon said.
"Hey!...I mean hyung...Taecyeon hyung you shouldn't do that!" I yelled as Taecyeon started pulling me away.
"I...Im sorry Minhee-sshi. I will talk to him don't worry!" I yelled at her.
She stood there quiet and watched as I was being roughly pulled away all of a sudden.
I struggled and struggled all the way until I was dumped into a not too familiar black car.
"Yah!" I yelled as the door to the car slammed.
A couple of minutes later and Taecyeon was in the drivers seat.
I stared at him fuming.
"Put on your safety belt." he said.
I fumed and wanted to punch him so hard but listened and put on my seatbelt.
Quietly I turned away and decided just to ignore him.
He drived in silence and I replied with silence.
We only turned to glance at each other when Taecyeon stopped the car.
He took a deep breath and released it.
I lowered my head.
"I'm sorry won't work right?" Taecyeon said.
"Why exactly did you do that? You know she likes you!" I said angrily as I turned to Taecyeon.
"Yeah but I like-"
"I know....I know." I said interrupting him quickly.
A short silence passed.
"So what so you want me to do? I don't like her. You know who I like. If I start responding I will be playing with her feelings. I don't want to hurt her more than I have." Taecyeon said.
"I'm not saying for you to go out with her. She's sad because your ignoring her." I said.
"Wooyoung...she likes me." Taecyeon said. "Even if I start to be her friend you have to always know that she likes me more than a friend. I will only be hurting her..."
I stared at Taecyeon and listened closely to her words.
He sighed and continued.
"I have thought about this okay. I feel sorry for her and properly apologized. I don't want to hurt her anymore." Taecyeon said.
I sighed and looked away.
"I will talk to her again for you, but I can't date her, I can't love her or like her. You understand why don't you?" Taecyeon asked.
I didn't say anything.
"Wooyoung...she's not Soyoung." Taecyeon suddenly said.
I turned to him quickly and glared.
"So I was right. Your still worrying about what Soyoung thinks because she also likes me right?" Taecyeon said.
"How can you just say that. She does like you." I said.
"She told me." Taecyeon said. "But I said I love you."
I clenched my hands.
"There is a guy other than me that likes her and she likes too now. Her like for me is almost gone." Taecyeon said.
I turned to stare at him.
A short silence passed.
A lot went through my head before I sighed and relaxed in the car.
"Since when do you have a car?" I asked.
"Dad bought it for me." Taecyeon said.
I nodded.
"Are you mad at me?" I asked.
"No." Taecyeon said. "Let's go inside."
Those few words made me get up as I realized where we were.
"You said no one is there." I said as I stared at Taecyeons apartment complex.
"Yeah." he said.
"So we will be...alone?" I asked.
A short silence passed.
"Yeah. You don't want to be alone with me?" Taecyeon asked.
"No...no it's...it's not that." I said.
"What is it?" Taecyeon asked.
"Because....I don't think...I'm....ready yet." I said.
Taecyeon stared at me for a little bit before he completely turned around in his seat.
I stared at the back of his head for a while before I turned away too.
"It's not....that's not even why....I just want to spend time with...I wasn't even thinking about....Woo don't think every time we are alone I want to do that...it's not-"
"Okay. Okay. I'm sorry." I said apologizing.
We sat in the car in silence both embarrassed for a long time.
"Okay let's go." I said finally breaking the silence we sat in.
I quickly took off my seat belt and grabbed my bag.
It took Taecyeon only a few minutes to get out and tag along behind me.
He lead me all the way into his room.
Even as we sat down, turned on the t.v and Taecyeon brought in some snacks and brochures for food, the awkward silence still surrounded us.
'What do we do now?' I thought.
The reality of me not seeing him for a while hit me then.
'Should I give it up now?'
I tried to cover my red face as the thoughts continued coming.
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A/N 13 Part 2 ((2 morrow))