Wow, so I haven't written for a while. Currently writing from my new Advent 4211 netbook, which is beautiful and I highly recommend it. I love it very much ( Read more... )

Birthday was good. See long ramble cross posted from elsewhere here:

So. Yesterday was about a thousand times better than I had predicted. We woke up quite early, I called my parents, Nina phoned, I opened my family presents, (nothing special, some books and DVDs, including Monty Python films off my brother :)), and we stayed in bed all morning. ( Read more... )

Last night was the second year ball. It was nice but I was sad and anxious because there were so many people. R was kind, and calmed me down and made sure I was sat with my back to a wall and so on. The waiter was rude. I didn't really fit in. I was glad R was there though ( Read more... )

Isn't it fucked how your mood can change in a moment? Any tiny little thing can trigger the deepest darkness, any tiny nothing. But nothing picks you up so easily. Nothing picks you up at all ( Read more... )

So yeah... I'm drinking, all by myself on a school night. Clever girl.

Tomorrow... tomorrow seems impossible right now. I have a lab which even Claire says is pointless, and there just seems to me to be no reason to get up. Rainbows. I don't know why I'm still going. It's not as if I could possibly do them any good. I should leave. Times like this I ( Read more... )