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fuck my life.
well not really. but i feel all.... i dont even know.
made up with allie. which is really really really great. saw her tonight. which is even greater. didn't see bf tonight. which is sad : ( i miss him and wanted to be with him tonight. but i have to get up at the freaking crack of dawn tomorrow to go on some mystery adventure with my parents.... rawr. dont really want to do that. i'd rather be out tonight and seeing my boy. damn. but ooohhhh well, right? i have plenty of other times to see him. i can just chill out and go to sleep at 11:45 just this one friday night. and i can not see him and see him some other night. i should not sneak out to see him. i should just put my little head down on my little pillow and close my little eyes and get a little sleep. yes. that is exactly what needs to happen. its for the best i've decided.
fuck my life.
well not really. but i feel all.... i dont even know.
made up with allie. which is really really really great. saw her tonight. which is even greater. didn't see bf tonight. which is sad : ( i miss him and wanted to be with him tonight. but i have to get up at the freaking crack of dawn tomorrow to go on some mystery adventure with my parents.... rawr. dont really want to do that. i'd rather be out tonight and seeing my boy. damn. but ooohhhh well, right? i have plenty of other times to see him. i can just chill out and go to sleep at 11:45 just this one friday night. and i can not see him and see him some other night. i should not sneak out to see him. i should just put my little head down on my little pillow and close my little eyes and get a little sleep. yes. that is exactly what needs to happen. its for the best i've decided.