Aug 22, 2004 12:58
So in a week its back to the reality of college. I don't want this summer to end, it has been incredible! I have to say that its the best summer of my life(even tho I said the same thing about last summer)People are starting to move in so that means more people to meet and more fun! This past weekend was pretty crazy, already met a few cool people. I am sitting waiting patiently for my roomies to get here! I don't know how I will survive with 4 people living here when I have been use to like 1 1/2 all summer, 1/2 cuz Kelly wasnt here all that much. But I am looking forward to it much, cuz my girls are awesome and I miss them! I am also looking forward to my hawaiian party on Friday. I hope it goes well, I dont want it to get too big or outta hand cuz I know security and crap will be out here but hey its college and they need to chill out and let us have some fun!! If we wanted to be babysat we woulda stayed home!
Just a quick lil update on the last entry about things going up. Yea well what goes up must come down correct? OF COURSE! grrrr. No one is pefect, I should know this by now. I hung out with mr amazing a few times and thought things were going well but when he talks to kelly he tells her he doesnt think I am interested and he gets bad vibes from me! Yea ok thats why I talk to him online and call him and when I see his car half way across campus at 2am I leave him a nice lil note on it! Right thats not being interested at all! He kinda got on my bad side by sayin that stuff and then it went over the edge when he found my pet peeve....saying he would call and didnt. Stephenie is not fond of a boy that does it! It annoys me so much. So I was kinda pissed and I dunno I think he was getting annoyed with me for getting mad about things and thinking he had to owe me explanations so I went and left him a very sweet voicemail and im last night. and hmmmm who imed me today? saying they would call me later?? awwww yea, I rock! hahaha Whatever tho, I am not up for playing these games. I have played way too many in my life and I am not wasting my time. It's either you want to get to know me and spend time with me or you dont. No games. Speaking of games...hahah Joel? Yea no more of him, sadly the thought of him kinda grosses me out. Even tho everyone is now reminding me how hot he is. But I can't see it anymore cuz I know what he's all about. so needless to say the boy situation is not getting any better. But I tell myself....its not meant to be and all this bullshit will be worth it when I find my mr wonderful :)
And with that thought...I should go do something with myself.