It's alllll goooood :)

Aug 10, 2004 12:11

Whoever said being single sucked or was no fun.....hasnt lived in my life!! hahaha ok its not THAT great but its way fun. I use to have this complex where like I felt I wasnt complete or wasnt myself if I wasnt in a relationship. But that has changed so much lately. I finally have a group of friends that arent engaged, or tied down. I can go out with my girls and we can just have so much fun. I don't have to worry about telling someone my where abouts or worrying about what I do. Lately I have seen so many relationships going to hell. All the fighting and controlling is out of control and it makes me realize why I don't want that. I love having all the time to go out with my friends and stuff. And of course....flirt with the boys. hehehe ok now I am not turning slutty and just love being single so I can jump from one guy to the next but it is definately great not having to be with just one person, I can chill with this person one day and someone different the next. Is that being a player?? NAW :) Anyways I just like having my options open....I have a track record of falling quickly and hard so I am being very careful about that. As dumb as this probably sounds....the next serious relationship I am in is gonna be for real. He is going to be 99% of everything I want in a guy. No more bullshitting around. I am getting old here and my mom wants some grand babies!!! So heres to being single and playin the game!!!

Work is getting on my nerves lately!! Actually the stupid people who find it necessary to come in at 9:30 when we close at 10 to get supper and then decide to get dessert!!! I was there forever last night it was nuts! I went to Make Believes with Joel after I finally got out. I went there my freshman year with megan, joy and ashley and the place was no good. I mean we were like 18 so of course all we could do was sit there. Its not big at all but last night was fun bc of course I can drink now and they had karaoke and there were a few people I knew there. I think I might go back even...its kinda nice to go someplace low key instead of the places downtown all the time that are so busy and packed. Anyways I somehow got a lil hangover from last night. They had like $5 pitchers and my cup just kept getting filled up all night so I dont even know how much I drank. but I didnt spend a dime and I love it! see being single rocks!!! Going to chill with my dizzy head....
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