So ummmmmm it's been a long time! *checks entries* whoa there, it's been three years, y'all. I'm not dead! *waves* I in fact graduated culinary school, am working full time as a chocoletier for a medicinal marijuana company, turned 30, and got engaged. Life is rad ( Read more... )

Title: Two Sharks Learning How to Swim
Author: essenceofmeanin
Rating: Mature (Thematically dark, some sexuality.)
Word Count: 4,000
A/N: For roque_clasique -- I bet you thought you'd never get this. Dean with permanent mobility issues, GEDs, and Stanford. Oh -- and Sammy, too.

( The details of the case never mattered, Sam decides later. Like how or who you lost your virginity to never matters. Just because you’ll remember it for the rest of your life doesn’t mean it means anything. )

Title: Idioglossia (The Lump Sum Remix)
Author: essenceofmeanin
Original Story: The Sum of His Parts by kellifer-fic.
Notes: I'm a huge fan of kellifer-fic's work and was absolutely stoked to get her for my kamikazeremix assignment. The story is deeply creepy, and the basic premise -- Dean is blinded -- doesn't even begin to describe what's really going on. Idioglossia refers to the made-up ( Read more... )

Title: One Thing I Don't Believe In 5/5
Author: essenceofmeanin
Artist gblvr
Rating: NC-17, M/M sex.
Summary: Dean Winchester and Castiel don't manage to stop the apocalypse, but they do find God. In reward, God gives Dean a new beginning, a new life. He is reborn in 1979 into a normal life with his parents, John and Mary Winchester and later, his brother Sammy. Life ( Read more... )

Title: One Thing I Don't Believe In 4/5
Author: essenceofmeanin
Artist gblvr
Rating: NC-17, M/M sex.
Summary: Dean Winchester and Castiel don't manage to stop the apocalypse, but they do find God. In reward, God gives Dean a new beginning, a new life. He is reborn in 1979 into a normal life with his parents, John and Mary Winchester and later, his brother Sammy. Life ( Read more... )

Title: One Thing I Don't Believe In 3/5
Author: essenceofmeanin
Artist gblvr
Rating: NC-17, M/M sex.
Summary: Dean Winchester and Castiel don't manage to stop the apocalypse, but they do find God. In reward, God gives Dean a new beginning, a new life. He is reborn in 1979 into a normal life with his parents, John and Mary Winchester and later, his brother Sammy. Life ( Read more... )

Title: One Thing I Don't Believe In 2/5
Author: essenceofmeanin
Artist gblvr
Rating: NC-17, M/M sex.
Summary: Dean Winchester and Castiel don't manage to stop the apocalypse, but they do find God. In reward, God gives Dean a new beginning, a new life. He is reborn in 1979 into a normal life with his parents, John and Mary Winchester and later, his brother Sammy. Life ( Read more... )

Title: One Thing I Don't Believe In 1/5
Author: essenceofmeanin
Artist gblvr
Rating: NC-17, M/M sex.
Summary: Dean Winchester and Castiel don't manage to stop the apocalypse, but they do find God. In reward, God gives Dean a new beginning, a new life. He is reborn in 1979 into a normal life with his parents, John and Mary Winchester and later, his brother Sammy. Life ( Read more... )

Title: Hey Brother
Author: essenceofmeanin
WC/Pairing: 1700, Gen.
Notes: This is my last Sweet Charity fic for the wonderful and patient maychorian. She requested Dean and Castiel lighting candles for the dead, country roads and full circles. I hope you like it. Title and inspiration from this song. Thank you as always to my wonderful betas hansbekhart and girlguidejones, as well as tabaqui for all ( Read more... )

Title: Time I Was On My Way (See How They Run Remix)
Author: essenceofmeanin
Original Story: Somebody Calls You, You Answer Quite Slowly by roque_clasique
Pairing: None.
Warnings: Drug use and adult themes.
Summary: Five times Dean gets high. Yes, I finally wrote that John and Dean smoking weed bit that I talked about in All Ripe for Dreamin', and more. In case you guys ( Read more... )