Happyness takes a backseat turn for the worst
*sigh*
I'm gonna make this quick... or try to. my dad let me on his computer... and i wanted to update.
today was... so bad. i just... had a bad day. Started by not being able to find a parking spot, and ended up being 15 minutes late for Sociology. Then my soc class is 5 minutes apart of my chemistry class... and my counciler upon sign up said the ( Read more... )
These are all new experiences to me, its just so overwhelming... so stressful. Then i get to come home and be around even more stress.
my life, before college, was alright cause it was fairly balanced. High school wasnt anything to big, and it was my escape from the stress i had in my parent's house. we all know from this stupid journal how i feel about my home. High school was my escape.
College is different. its a whole new stress. I come home from a tough day, and theres no chance to rest, its just work and just..... just so hard. i sat there and told them about how rough of a day its been, how im so tired i just want to rest, and they like... dont even care. I have to keep up with life around here.
[home stress] + [college stress] - weight i can manage = overload. :(((
im just... so stressed lately... i just so want to break out and cry... cause i hate it so much... and its only the first freakin week.....
but i love you too and i so appreciate your message, it means alot to me.
<33333 Matthew
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