what have I done? It's too late for that.
Hm today was interesting. Last day of working this weekend.. it was a fairly good weekend. I didn't get to work with Ryan as much as I did when I started but still =) it's fun to have him around. Hm-hm-hmm my grandmama is here finally. She's crazy big, like heavy.. all my life i've known her she's been such a skinny little thing but now she's like at least 250lbs. So weird man. but it's kinda amusing.. I swear grandmas are destined to become fat. ALthough she'll never be one of those who have the biggest asses/hips in all the land.. she's never had an ass. Yeah this is a weird topic.. i wish I wasn't so random. I'm almost done taking a break from Michael. 3 days doesn't really count, I don't think.. but it's kinda a lot for me? I don't know, it wasn't really a break at all.. I still think about him everyday and twice on sundays. I even wound up reading old emails from him & things. This stuff isn't planned it's like a addicted to him. Lol maybe I should get the Michael patch. Bleh I'm so lame. at least i'm updating.. yes. So Jacob not jake & i have become pretty good friends. I don't know, we're just kinda weird aquantinces.. it's hard to describe. There's just some kind of unsaid understanding between us to where we can just talk like we've known eachother forever, when ever we want to.. it doesn't have to be a daily thing. I call him on breaks and stuff to see how he's doing. pretty cool pretty cool. He's definitely earned my respect, which is weird for me, but nonetheless very cool. I guess i'm going to stop typing now.. i want some chicken.
to think I might not see those eyes makes it so hard.
to think I might not see those eyes makes it so hard.