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I just broke a mirror.
I guess seven years of bad luck starts...now?
I've decided happiness is not worth sadness. Love is not worth heartbreak and good times are not worth longing and pining. Everything hurts. I'm done being mature and rational and I'm into pissed off super sad phase where I just want to cry and throw things and have a temper tantrum. But I'm too big of a girl for that. I hate that I had five REALLY great days and now I have to miss everyone again, except that people I didn't have time to see who now hate me. I hate that all boys are fucking liars and that everyone in Maryland fucking fell in love with me, but now the one person I love tells me he didn't really mean it. YOU CAN'T INDIAN GIVE LOVE. IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I just need some time.
I guess seven years of bad luck starts...now?
I've decided happiness is not worth sadness. Love is not worth heartbreak and good times are not worth longing and pining. Everything hurts. I'm done being mature and rational and I'm into pissed off super sad phase where I just want to cry and throw things and have a temper tantrum. But I'm too big of a girl for that. I hate that I had five REALLY great days and now I have to miss everyone again, except that people I didn't have time to see who now hate me. I hate that all boys are fucking liars and that everyone in Maryland fucking fell in love with me, but now the one person I love tells me he didn't really mean it. YOU CAN'T INDIAN GIVE LOVE. IT DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I just need some time.