No really, the knife didn't go all the way through and if you twist it you'll find out.

[es_regnet_blut]

I was very very sick from the moment I awoke today and suffered through art history, then went out to lunch with Casey but wasn't hungry at all. I went to work after that where I was just about passed out on the back steps for much of the two hours I was there. Came home and took some medicine, sweated out my fever and napped. I awoke feeling much better, and Casey came to take care of me after he got off of work. We watched Aqua Teen and Airplane! and napped a lot. I found out that he didn't mean it when he told me that he really loved me, and that broke my heart a little bit because I really love him. I lost a lot of trust and all the happiness that came from the realization that I truly love him just kind of dissipated in that moment. I fell asleep and he left too late and now I'm certain that he will be grounded, which might make me cry, as he's been grounded most of the time that I've been back.

[and my heart breaks]