blogging
You've noticed that I haven't really blogged yet here. I wanted to write a bit about me first, so you can see what I'm all about. I can never fill out those tiny profile boxes because I don't want to be half hearted about it.
So today's Easter day. We opened our curtains this morning to a few inches of snow covering the ground. I would say it was unexpected, but it snowed yesterday too, only it didn't settle like this. The poor daffodils.
I have a stiff neck. I haven't slept comfortably since I left my job. I'm tense all the time, and I know Gary is too. I feel guilt constantly. We have no money and no way of sorting it out until I get a job. An interview would be nice. All this doesn't help with the anxiety at all. Since I came off the pill (at the Dr's request) I've been a monster. I'm going back on it on wednesday. I can't stand it. Poor Gary has to deal with the crazy brain I have anyway, let alone having to deal with the hormones too. I think I slept the best I have in a while, last night. I woke up dribbling which to me always says I've slept well. Who knows.
I'm trying to work this LJ thing out. I've been looking around and adding people who seem to be of interest to me. There's a lot of people who have friends only pages. I would rather make friends with strangers. It's better therepy for me. I still can't work out why LJ makes all my userpics blurry though. It's a mystery.
So today's Easter day. We opened our curtains this morning to a few inches of snow covering the ground. I would say it was unexpected, but it snowed yesterday too, only it didn't settle like this. The poor daffodils.
I have a stiff neck. I haven't slept comfortably since I left my job. I'm tense all the time, and I know Gary is too. I feel guilt constantly. We have no money and no way of sorting it out until I get a job. An interview would be nice. All this doesn't help with the anxiety at all. Since I came off the pill (at the Dr's request) I've been a monster. I'm going back on it on wednesday. I can't stand it. Poor Gary has to deal with the crazy brain I have anyway, let alone having to deal with the hormones too. I think I slept the best I have in a while, last night. I woke up dribbling which to me always says I've slept well. Who knows.
I'm trying to work this LJ thing out. I've been looking around and adding people who seem to be of interest to me. There's a lot of people who have friends only pages. I would rather make friends with strangers. It's better therepy for me. I still can't work out why LJ makes all my userpics blurry though. It's a mystery.