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when something use to bother me my first reaction would to come here and just write. and write until i just felt better about life in general.. but this is different, i know exactly whats bothering me. its anthony. i dont know whats going on with us.. alot of me regrets october 23, 2005 when we first hooked up (im not weird with dates.. its just the day before his birthday) ever since then.. i dont know what i want. im really happy when were together.. its the apart time i dont like. when people ask me what we are. i dont know what to tell them. i dont know if i should say.. dating or together.. or any kind of the combination. its utterly confusing and it has me extremely confused about everything. i know that when hes with me- hes thinking about me. i know when he looks across the room in english hes thinking about the night before or the night coming up.. but theres this girl hes been hanging out with.. and i just dont like the fact i dont know anything about her. because im terrified to go out with other guys because he gets so jealous. but maybe im wasting time on him and i should be seeing other guys if he isnt willing to make the next step towards a relationship. because thats what i want. i want a boyfriend. i want someone to hold at night. to lie with on a sunday afternoon, someone to look into my eyes and fall into a trance. i want a smile on my face and i want to dont know why its there. =(.
www.urbandictionary.com defines together as...
1. together link send redefine
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is when two friends who have feelings for one another come to an agreement that they are trying to become a couple or attempt the "boyfriend/girlfriend" status. It involves spending a little bit more time with the person as well as cuddling. Actions between the two should not change drasticly but a tiny bit, to at least show you have an interest in the other; such as hookups every now and then, or kissing on the lips for goodbyes and hellos, kisses on the cheek are cute, but its time to bring it to the next level when you are together.
so.. febuary-january-december-november-late october.. its time to move on- dont you think?
input please?
www.urbandictionary.com defines together as...
1. together link send redefine
14 up, 1 down
is when two friends who have feelings for one another come to an agreement that they are trying to become a couple or attempt the "boyfriend/girlfriend" status. It involves spending a little bit more time with the person as well as cuddling. Actions between the two should not change drasticly but a tiny bit, to at least show you have an interest in the other; such as hookups every now and then, or kissing on the lips for goodbyes and hellos, kisses on the cheek are cute, but its time to bring it to the next level when you are together.
so.. febuary-january-december-november-late october.. its time to move on- dont you think?
input please?