Apr 11, 2021 23:00
I'm stuck in a rock and a hard place. I received two diagnoses from a recent admission to my psychiatrist. I have a mood disorder. I have post traumatic stress disorder.
I was sexually abused as a child. There, I've finally come forward. I've held it in for 30 years.
I must say, jumping off the cliff looks so tempting. I dream of leaping off the edge, spreading my wings and falling victim to a lush carnation meadow; paradise decorated with skulls and sorrow.
I'll finish this entry later.