May 31, 2005 23:19
so i've offically made it this far, hopefully i won't get too stressed out from this move and now working on all my stuff, since it seems like i'm the only one who is thinking about it, and yeah, it's like 3 weeks away, but 3 weeks isn't that long. i have all this stuff yet to get and still have to finalize lease stuff for my appt, and get stupid formalities like waste baskets and stuff, but my bathroom is like inch by inch big and so i have to get a teeny tiny one for in there, so everything is super complicated and has to be hard. Plus I haven't even really thought about how lonely I'm actually going to get when I move out there. I seriously have to start taking up reading because if I don't, I really don't know what else I'm going to do with my time for the first 2 weeks I'm there. I guess it's weird going somewhere and not knowing absolutely anyone around you at all. I guess there are a couple people I can call to hang out with and I probably should. It would be a good thing. Sometimes it's always easier just to find a boyfriend in a new city then try to get along all by yourself. It sounds bad but it's true....