I still dont know how to handle it. Im completely miserable. Why does he still affect me so much. I never even thought it would end, thats why. I cant even talk to him yet. I cant handle the thought of it. im totally unstable
Is this what you saw? or what you found out about. Is this your reason never to speak to me again. To throw everything away. If it is then I don't think I even want to know you anymore if your getting so bent out of shape about it. "these words are my last to you" Some last words.
Its amazing how I can be so jealous sometimes. I guess I know for sure that shes my bff cuz I feel this way. I guess I just miss hanging out with her. Girls are so dumb.