Sorry
Okay so I failed on my sort of promise to update at least once a week and I am really very sorry. This isn’t necessarily the main reason but I slammed a door on my finger (the middle one of course because it’s my favorite) and typing has become something of a struggle. I think I’ve possibly got a system worked out, but I keep typing w’s instead of e’s and that’s getting irritating which I guess I deserve cause I’m the idiot that went out drinking and got too shitfaced to remember how doors work.
The main reason is somewhat more personal and I need a place to rant so if you don’t feel like reading then ignore the cut.
I work with this guy (lets call him M) who I get along with really well. M has or had a boyfriend, G, that I frankly adore. I think he might be the sweetest guy I have ever met and we’ve formed a pretty close friendship. So M and G have been dating for a while, M moved into G’s house and just a few months ago G tells me he bought M a ring and was so excited and adorable about it. Things aren’t perfect, M is extremely attractive and in the past before I met them had trouble being faithful, but they love each other and M claims that he will never do what he did again. G chooses to believe him and it looks like it will all be okay. Then G comes to find out M has been hooking up with a few guys for months now and all I want to do is punch M in the face.
I get that sometimes things don’t work and it is really hard to judge from the outside, but cheating and then lying about it I just don’t understand especially when you claim to love someone. If things are bad enough that you are willing to do that then be an adult and break things off. It’s not cool or awesome or admirable that you are attractive enough to play with people’s emotions, it is cowardly and pathetic. Plus M could have so easily gotten G sick or passed something to him which since he was whoring around with guys he barely knew it's only a small miracle he didn't.
Mistakes are one thing and I get that. I’m not perfect and I still regret deeply regret what I did when I was younger, but I certainly didn’t lie about it because while I never reached a point where I could say I loved the girl I respected her as a person and she deserved to know. It makes me so damn angry that a few of M's friends are attempting to glorify it or at least justify it in some way and he has bought into it.
To say the least any writing has kind of taken a back seat to hanging out with G.
Anyway long story short next chapter should be this week, but no promises.
The main reason is somewhat more personal and I need a place to rant so if you don’t feel like reading then ignore the cut.
I work with this guy (lets call him M) who I get along with really well. M has or had a boyfriend, G, that I frankly adore. I think he might be the sweetest guy I have ever met and we’ve formed a pretty close friendship. So M and G have been dating for a while, M moved into G’s house and just a few months ago G tells me he bought M a ring and was so excited and adorable about it. Things aren’t perfect, M is extremely attractive and in the past before I met them had trouble being faithful, but they love each other and M claims that he will never do what he did again. G chooses to believe him and it looks like it will all be okay. Then G comes to find out M has been hooking up with a few guys for months now and all I want to do is punch M in the face.
I get that sometimes things don’t work and it is really hard to judge from the outside, but cheating and then lying about it I just don’t understand especially when you claim to love someone. If things are bad enough that you are willing to do that then be an adult and break things off. It’s not cool or awesome or admirable that you are attractive enough to play with people’s emotions, it is cowardly and pathetic. Plus M could have so easily gotten G sick or passed something to him which since he was whoring around with guys he barely knew it's only a small miracle he didn't.
Mistakes are one thing and I get that. I’m not perfect and I still regret deeply regret what I did when I was younger, but I certainly didn’t lie about it because while I never reached a point where I could say I loved the girl I respected her as a person and she deserved to know. It makes me so damn angry that a few of M's friends are attempting to glorify it or at least justify it in some way and he has bought into it.
To say the least any writing has kind of taken a back seat to hanging out with G.
Anyway long story short next chapter should be this week, but no promises.