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its just after the first hit and everything is already fading out. its like white noise on a tv, just a gray static, a faint hum, living just beneath my perception. but when i close my eyes its there, waiting for me.
after the second, i start to see it under everything. its a patern. everything is exactly the same thing. i see things and i am wrong. there is only the static.
sometime i want my brain to stop forever. but i cant want that because i can want.
i swear to god, this better be worth it.
about 20 minutes have passed. i need to get out of my head. im going to explode. i kind of want to. im done.
after the second, i start to see it under everything. its a patern. everything is exactly the same thing. i see things and i am wrong. there is only the static.
sometime i want my brain to stop forever. but i cant want that because i can want.
i swear to god, this better be worth it.
about 20 minutes have passed. i need to get out of my head. im going to explode. i kind of want to. im done.