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[eral]

i close my eys and the sensations of the last few days come rushing back to me. the feel of the rain on my body, soaking my feet, the sound of my car stalling, the sound f the bong bubbling, the tastes of 6 different beers, and a burrito, and a stir fry made with friends and love, the sound of pods clicking with ever step, alien languages skribbled in hexagons and pentagons and weird bats flying over them, the bears and dear and unicorns and trees i never noticed, and the sleepy, detatched feeling driving down supulveda in a lonely car, thinking camus was right.

i had an amazing time last night.

Ely, i want to marry you. please say yes.