adele is like rose hips on my wounded heart
I've been a walking shitshow the past week or so. On and off depressed and upset and angry and indignant. It's whatever. Yesterday was really bad though and I had a panic attack and there was sobbing and heaving and hyperventilating and shit. I don't know if it's just my anxiety or it's shit going absolutely awful with Andy but I need to just chill the hell out. My therapist was like 'woah, girl, breathe for a minute? stop obsessing for two.'
So that's all I'm really trying to do right now. Chill out about everything:
-About paying off my stupid fine for 'trespassing' at an abandoned psychiatric hospital back in October.
-About not having any money because I'm paying off my fine from October.
-About things not meeting my expectations with Andy.
-About all the homework and shit I have to do for school.
-About all of my friends having nervous breakdowns and unloading everything on me without asking me once how I'm doing.
-About transferring schools and not knowing what I want to do with my life.
-About EVERYTHING.
So that's all I'm really trying to do right now. Chill out about everything:
-About paying off my stupid fine for 'trespassing' at an abandoned psychiatric hospital back in October.
-About not having any money because I'm paying off my fine from October.
-About things not meeting my expectations with Andy.
-About all the homework and shit I have to do for school.
-About all of my friends having nervous breakdowns and unloading everything on me without asking me once how I'm doing.
-About transferring schools and not knowing what I want to do with my life.
-About EVERYTHING.