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[ephemeralsummer]

I had a great time playing soccer with Justin today. When I came home, though, I felt that horrible lonely, isolated feeling again. It is such a strong emotion that it makes me feel as if I am constantly shuttering. It's not like I am diagnosed with depression or anything but this year every now and then I just feel lost and helpless. I had to

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[cocoafiend]

I'm really sorry you're feeling badly... But I can understand, because I feel lonely a lot of the time, too. D: It's not feeling sorry for yourself, sometimes you just feel lonely, and there's really nothing you can do about it but try to distract yourself from feeling that way. I can definitely understand how being around people who have really good friends makes you feel more isolated... But I'm really sorry that you're feeling like this. D:
If you like the outdoors, take the lead and try to plan a camping trip or something yourself! :D There's no reason why you shouldn't be doing it or should be hiding it from everyone. I'm sure they'd all have a lot of fun! In fact, we should definitely do that sometime this summer... It would be a lot of fun to do something like that before you all go off to seperate ends of the world for college! Even if we didn't know you liked the outdoors as much as you do, I'm sure everyone would be more than happy to go do outdoorsy stuff with you now that you've expressed a desire to.
Seriously, we should definitely go camping or on a road trip somewhere this summer. I can't wait to see you all again!

[ephemeralsummer]

thanks you make me feel like I am not the only one who feels this! That would be really fun to go camping! I love camping!