I'm thinking it's time to shed this journal, same as a snake sheds it's skin or a tree sheds it's leaves. My life is in a new phase, a total revolution from yesteryear. So muce more drama, so many more promises.... i feel the need to start a new journal under a fake name, to document my life with pseudonym-friends and such. A way to tell the story ( Read more... )

So the new job seems to be going well. That's always a plus. Despite the fact my body is sore in a dozen places right now, it feels good overall to be doing something productive. Men aren't made to sit idle for very long. Gotta get up and do something, anything, even if it's just for the sake of working itself. I still need to touch bases with the ( Read more... )

Given the number of anonymous messages i've gotten over the years, it's clear that someone is always watching. So, for the record, i haven't died. I merely have forsaken recordkeeping for the sake of spring break, a new job, and a 7-night-bender. Soooo... c'est la vie! We all die someday. I just got a week of hedonistic worry-free days in which i ( Read more... )

"In these, our final days, i offer this. Though we could not save Icatia, we gave our children time to grow, and love, before it fell" - Flavor text on "Icatian Scout". (MtG, 5th Edition ( Read more... )

What are dreams? Curious visions? A bit of undigested beef? Premonitions about what may be ahead? Who knows. I like to think that maybe sleep is when our mind goes through the computer-equivalent of a defrag; a sorting and filing of the days events. Perhaps with the plasticity of the human mind, the conscious part of the human mind captures ( Read more... )

For reasons that don't matter, i went to sleep thinking of an ex-g/f. Ended up having nightmares about her. She was locked up in a mental institution/prison, with armed and armored guards. I broke in to free her, and she says she's learned to live with her counselors and fellow inmates, and that my liberation is unwelcome. I woke up in an actual ( Read more... )

A good day, all said and done. There's homework to do this weekend. There's also a thick copy of Don Quixote on the desk. Taking stock of the day as a whole, it's a pretty sure bet i'll go with the Quixote over the power-point project. Or maybe i'll dig out some Piers Anthony. No matter what, it's a night to relax and let the mind wander. We'll let ( Read more... )

A follow up to last night's revelations ( Read more... )

"Then the cold came ( Read more... )

Is there a holiday more manly than groundhog day? Let's find something... furry and cute. Now, let's f-ck with it. Pull it out of it's home at the break of dawn. Put words in it's mouth. Then hold it to whatever words you put in it's mouth. It better control things it can't control, or we'll be back in April to make slippers outta it. Hell, i get a ( Read more... )