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The question I'm about to pose may freak you out, so before I ask it, let me assure you that I have no current plans to off myself or harm myself in any way, or to harm anyone else. So please don't send the cops out to my house or call me in a panic.
That said. Have you ever been to a place wherein you don't necessarily *want* to die, but you think, "you know, if I *were* to die, things would just be much easier. No more financial burdens on my family, no more having to 'suck things up and get over it' as everyone, including myself, keeps telling me to do. It would just be better and easier." Anyone? Ever been there? And if so, did you just wake up one day and find yourself over it? Did you see a therapist? Were you mentally strong enough to just meditate your way out of it? Is it just a funk? I've never felt this way before, never had depression, it's just been a really hard year and I'm sure this will all pass eventually, la la la. I'm just wondering if anyone else has ever like, really seriously felt this way.
That said. Have you ever been to a place wherein you don't necessarily *want* to die, but you think, "you know, if I *were* to die, things would just be much easier. No more financial burdens on my family, no more having to 'suck things up and get over it' as everyone, including myself, keeps telling me to do. It would just be better and easier." Anyone? Ever been there? And if so, did you just wake up one day and find yourself over it? Did you see a therapist? Were you mentally strong enough to just meditate your way out of it? Is it just a funk? I've never felt this way before, never had depression, it's just been a really hard year and I'm sure this will all pass eventually, la la la. I'm just wondering if anyone else has ever like, really seriously felt this way.