I'm home again, I'm currently getting caught up on 'The L Word" since I don't get ShoTime at school. But,, I'm actually home for other reasons, for my writing and rhetoric class we are dong an ethnography and I chose Hinduism, so I'm going to the mandir in Bartlett tomorrow to do my first observation. I'm excited, I loved it the first time I went, ( Read more... )

So here I am sitting on the couch in the living room of my apartment by myself. I'll be by myself for a few weeks because school doesn't start until the 26th. I'm here early because I got cast in my first show The Laramie Project before break and we started rehearsals yesterday. Currently, I feel like things are in place. I am completely immersed ( Read more... )

Well, it's been quite a long time since I've been on here, but I felt like a little update is nice. School has been alright. I feel like I don't know how to make friends. I'll meet people and I can talk to them like they are my pals but I have no idea to make a friendship out of it. My roommates are cool though. Almost nightly Rhea and I make these ( Read more... )

College has been going good. I like all my classes and my teachers. I'm home in the suburbs for one night and I'm kind of bummed I'm not in the city for the weekend. I had my first audition this week and it went well, I didn't get called back but I was happy with it nonetheless. I have another audition next week ( Read more... )

In a week I will finally be living in Chicago. I will be 18 years old living on State Street in the South Loop.I can not believe I've made it this far. It's weird to think Viator starts tomorrow and I won't be going there.I want these four years to work out well. I'm nervous and excited. I hope something wonderful happens!

So Orientation happened and this feels like the future in song form ( Read more... )

So in the the time between this post and the last one I went to NEW YORK and I turned 18 ( Read more... )

So the past two weeks have been alright. On graduation last week, my mom surprised me with Jersey Boys tickets, so we went and saw that and it was absolutely fantastic. I went to my first round of grad parties.I did some other lame crap. This week has been a little better I suppose. I got my photo stuff on monday and dropped off tim's things cause ( Read more... )

I'm having a period of my life where I don't know if I am on the right path. I don't know if I am really good at what I want to be good at. I don't know what my future holds, and I'm a little frightened for that. I can't really verbalize how I feel, really.

No hope to hold onto and idle rhythms
Conflicts end your chances of ever feeling any different
Sometimes you want voices to fill the much needed silence of these times
Today isn't any different