Hold me in your Heart
I'm home again, I'm currently getting caught up on 'The L Word" since I don't get ShoTime at school. But,, I'm actually home for other reasons, for my writing and rhetoric class we are dong an ethnography and I chose Hinduism, so I'm going to the mandir in Bartlett tomorrow to do my first observation. I'm excited, I loved it the first time I went, it's this absolutely stunning building and I really feel at peace there. I know that sounds totally cheesy, but really I feel like I'll really be able to center myself which is something I definitely need right now. The other reason I am is because I'm getting my passport renewed, because if all goes well in June I'll be going to England for 4 weeks for summer school. Ohh, I just hope everything works out I want to go so bad, I want to be somewhere else, I want to explore, feel something new. I went to my advisor this week and he asked me why i picked England I said " I wanted to go somewhere with a vibrant theatre scene." He said, " You made a good choice, hopefully you"ll want to come back." I laughed, but who knows what I'll fall in love with. In other news, in my last post I mentioned The Laramie Project, well that's been over and done with for a few weeks now, it was an amazing experience, I made friends, I got to be creatively fulfilled, and I think I did well. I just, I love where I am at in my life, but hate it all at the same time, blissful chaos, embracing the uncertainty, whatever you want to call it, I feel it. Being that one show ends, I'm back at the drawing I had my first round of auditions last week, they went well but I didn't get called back, no worries though. Monday I have auditions again for Star Spangled Girl, Buried Child and Rope. I LOVE Buried Child, it is so good and so intense but I feel like it be hard to cast me in it, but who knows I just hope I do well. You manifest your thoughts right? I just hope to get into another show before the end of the year, 2 shows for my freshman year would just be a nice number, I just hope I get something. Well anyways, that's all for now.